memyselfi Posted September 19, 2012 Share Posted September 19, 2012 I finally send this to my ex bf.... I dont exactly know how many times I sent you email saying goodbye but still I stayed and tried to fight. I do love you and Im hurting so much to accept the truth that I dont really have your heart anymore. Im letting you go, most especially Im letting go of myself. I dont deserve to be treated as an option, if u think ur worth it, I do believe that Im very much worth it. Telling me that its just a waste of money to come here is like saying im not worth it. Well hell yeah I am worth it. But anyway its your choice to be with her.You being with someone while doing my way to come there... Im gonna be there, Im not giving up of going there, but im not gonna be with you anymore. I need someone who would love me no matter what, which i believe u did, but you arent willing to wait for me, I need someone who would risk to see me and not assuming that things not gonna work out when he isnt doing anything yet. Someone who knows what really commitment means, someone who has control to himself, being faithful especially being honest. I guess Im impatient, but as to what happened to us and what u did, you are more impatient than me. If you think what I said are wrong, dont mind defending urself to me anymore, because all I know is you betrayed me, and what hurts is Im having a hard time believing you already. You broke my trust. Im glad to myself that inspite of what i felt, the hurt, I never had an urge to do emailing to any of your gfs (Kuh and Angie) cause I am not like them. What u want to prove just prove it to Angie if u really are worth it. Do it the right way this time, wish you happiness in life and really hope u find it with her. Even if u get married with her or to whoever, Im not gonna intrude at all, anyway Id be happy for sure that ur happy. Do whatever you want. Im out of the way and even if im in the way im ignored, so its better this way to stop my craziness. Im gonna give myself a chance to be happy again, im tired of thinking and thinking and hurting from loving u while you are with her, it is time for me to move on and to give myself a chance to get to know who really is worth it. Please dont mind replying at all. Finally this time its a real goodbye. Thank you for everything youve done for me. God Bless. Link to post Share on other sites
esstea Posted September 19, 2012 Share Posted September 19, 2012 Wait.. did you post in another forum or are you just sharing this letter that you're sending him right now? Because am I missing something or did your now ex-boyfriend cheat on you? What's the story here? Frankly if he did, he wouldn't get a goodbye letter from me or ANYTHING. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
justwhoiam Posted September 19, 2012 Share Posted September 19, 2012 Don't look back. It will get better. am I missing something or did your now ex-boyfriend cheat on you? What's the story here? http://www.loveshack.org/forums/romantic/long-distance-relationships/343944-why-i-feel-like-he-mad-me-when-he-cheated Link to post Share on other sites
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