OCCDAVE Posted September 25, 2012 Share Posted September 25, 2012 Well my birthday passed and I've been so down and one person I wanted to spend it with I can't .see my wife of 3 years left me in December and last time I talk to her was feb .well as time went on I went from blaming her to seeing I was at fault this marriage didn't work .i use to go weeks ignoring her and she kept pleading for me come home I brushed her off .guess real reason I wanted to call her was lift this black cloud I have.i dialed the number but guess I put an 8 where it should have been a 7 which I found later so it didn't go though.maybe I'm a sucker I dunno any input Link to post Share on other sites
riverratt Posted September 25, 2012 Share Posted September 25, 2012 Well my birthday passed and I've been so down and one person I wanted to spend it with I can't .see my wife of 3 years left me in December and last time I talk to her was feb .well as time went on I went from blaming her to seeing I was at fault this marriage didn't work .i use to go weeks ignoring her and she kept pleading for me come home I brushed her off .guess real reason I wanted to call her was lift this black cloud I have.i dialed the number but guess I put an 8 where it should have been a 7 which I found later so it didn't go though.maybe I'm a sucker I dunno any input She left and is wanting you back? Do you want to try to get your M back together? Link to post Share on other sites
Author OCCDAVE Posted September 25, 2012 Author Share Posted September 25, 2012 As far as I know she doesn't want me back and hasn't made any effort to contact me.she is seeing her boss last time I Checked which was back in feb.since then my friend did see her back in July at a store leaving in her boss Benz truck.guess the m was handled so wrong like I said I wasn't a good husband and now see it then again maybe if she stayed in that rs I'd never change my ways I dunno.guess it hit me cuz not only was it my b day my buddy invited me to his wedding few weeks back .guess I miss that having a wife feeling :-/ Link to post Share on other sites
riverratt Posted September 25, 2012 Share Posted September 25, 2012 Oh ok. I saw where you said she pleaded for you to come back. She is with her boss? Too be honest, that in it's self is pretty dumb. Great, you see how you where and feel you have "fixed" those things. Quit checking on her and take what you have learned and roll on with it. I know it sounds easy and it isn't but you must do that!!! Link to post Share on other sites
Author OCCDAVE Posted September 26, 2012 Author Share Posted September 26, 2012 I guess dumb what makes it worse maybe it had been going on long before she dropped the bomb on me.I dated since then but nothing has panned out to well.I dunno I am not as bad as I was 7 months ago but still think of her kinda hard not to.Not gonna lie part of me wish I dialed that number was right then again maybe if she picked up hell maybe even him I'd be put down .Guess it didn't hit me till recently I still love her hell I refuse to get her name I got tated on me covered up or take off this bracelet she bought me on my b day last year Link to post Share on other sites
riverratt Posted September 26, 2012 Share Posted September 26, 2012 I guess dumb what makes it worse maybe it had been going on long before she dropped the bomb on me.I dated since then but nothing has panned out to well.I dunno I am not as bad as I was 7 months ago but still think of her kinda hard not to.Not gonna lie part of me wish I dialed that number was right then again maybe if she picked up hell maybe even him I'd be put down .Guess it didn't hit me till recently I still love her hell I refuse to get her name I got tated on me covered up or take off this bracelet she bought me on my b day last year Nothing worth while will pan out right now.You aren't ready yet. It is good you still care for her in one respect. It means that when you care it is real. Not everybody can do that. Some don't have it in them. Save that ability for someone else. Somebody out there will want it and give it back. Don't try to "get over her". You won't be able to do it completely. People ask me how to get over death and combat...Somethings you can't get over. You have to learn to live with them. Learn to "live" with the feelings you have for her..Move on.. Link to post Share on other sites
Author OCCDAVE Posted September 26, 2012 Author Share Posted September 26, 2012 True true thanks for all the advice Link to post Share on other sites
Author OCCDAVE Posted September 27, 2012 Author Share Posted September 27, 2012 Ugh more I try feels I'm stuck in this hole of guilt .shes starting to be on my mind more then ever and it sucks .ugh Link to post Share on other sites
riverratt Posted September 27, 2012 Share Posted September 27, 2012 Ugh more I try feels I'm stuck in this hole of guilt .shes starting to be on my mind more then ever and it sucks .ugh I know it does. Work at moving on.. Link to post Share on other sites
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