Adamgem Posted September 28, 2012 Share Posted September 28, 2012 I suddenly realised my situation. I just spoke to him and will meet him tomorrow to return the keys of the house etc. He is still denying sleeping with her. He said she was laughing at him being upset with her for telling me. I can't stop crying. I was never so happy in my life as the last 17 months. I am happy though that I have enough self respect to leave. I think today is definately the worst day I've had for a very long time. He said he is sad and he will try everything I know. Please help me be stong and move on. I am going to miss my job and the home we made together. I never enjoyed my work so much. I hate the thought of starting over. I don't even know where I am going. I have just rented a car and packed all my things. I am ready. I just need to be strong. I smoked cigarettes today - I don't smoke. Link to post Share on other sites
veryhappy Posted September 28, 2012 Share Posted September 28, 2012 No reason to start smoking now. It will get better, but only if you slam the door behind him. There's nothing, absolutely nothing good that this man can offer you in the future. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
Silly_Girl Posted September 28, 2012 Share Posted September 28, 2012 Of the two vices, I say give up the man! The cigs can be sorted later I think you're stronger than you realise. Focus on keeping the momentum going. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
mercy Posted September 28, 2012 Share Posted September 28, 2012 I suddenly realised my situation. I just spoke to him and will meet him tomorrow to return the keys of the house etc. He is still denying sleeping with her. He said she was laughing at him being upset with her for telling me. I can't stop crying. I was never so happy in my life as the last 17 months. I am happy though that I have enough self respect to leave. I think today is definately the worst day I've had for a very long time. He said he is sad and he will try everything I know. Please help me be stong and move on. I am going to miss my job and the home we made together. I never enjoyed my work so much. I hate the thought of starting over. I don't even know where I am going. I have just rented a car and packed all my things. I am ready. I just need to be strong. I smoked cigarettes today - I don't smoke. Don't hurt yourself toss those nasty things! You are strong and you can do whatever you set your mind to. Starting over is always scary but it can also be freeing. Gone is the drama, peace lays at your feet. Mourn cry, be sad but also be proud of yourself. Now is the time to put you first. Leave them to their sad marriage. You've got better things to do, live your life. *cyber hug* 2 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Adamgem Posted September 29, 2012 Author Share Posted September 29, 2012 [/b] Don't hurt yourself toss those nasty things! You are strong and you can do whatever you set your mind to. Starting over is always scary but it can also be freeing. Gone is the drama, peace lays at your feet. Mourn cry, be sad but also be proud of yourself. Now is the time to put you first. Leave them to their sad marriage. You've got better things to do, live your life. *cyber hug* Thank you Mercy.... this is a beautiful post - it is exacty right. Link to post Share on other sites
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