midnitebuterfly Posted July 29, 2004 Share Posted July 29, 2004 Hey all, I just need to vent here. I am sitting here doing o\my college work and I have the radio on and Chris (my ex) our song came on. Brian Mcnight Back at one. I feel like my heart tears even more when I think of him and how much I hurt him and how much I hurt myself.. I wish I would turn back time and do the right thing. I just feel like crying. But, I am trying to be stronge. UGH! I hate life sometimes.. Link to post Share on other sites
Wellnowuknow Posted July 29, 2004 Share Posted July 29, 2004 That was my song too!! AHH and also when I heard Lonely by brian I broke down and lost it. UHhhhhhh I hate love sometimes.... Link to post Share on other sites
Author midnitebuterfly Posted July 29, 2004 Author Share Posted July 29, 2004 Originally posted by Wellnowuknow That was my song too!! AHH and also when I heard Lonely by brian I broke down and lost it. UHhhhhhh I hate love sometimes.... I am sorry.. I know how you feel. I hate love also. I am NOT Going to love again I sware!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 1 Posted July 29, 2004 Share Posted July 29, 2004 They say it takes twice as long as you know that person to get over them. Talk about an ouch.When i think about my ex(april) for some reason you always think about the good times and not the drag down times. We torture ourselves-There will always be memories or certain smell,songs that remind of that person. Who knows how long it will hurt. I think back to jr high and high school days(im 25) and think of the boyfriends i had-where i thought they were "the one"- look back-i can barley remember there last names. Time DOES heal everything. My Ex- is shacking up with a total looser chick- you just have to think that someday they will know what they missed out on- they reflect to. I have had people in my past pop up years later and say-dang you were a good girl-if i had only known. Let it go- It is better to have LOVED & LOST then to have never felt what your feeling now. Link to post Share on other sites
Author midnitebuterfly Posted July 29, 2004 Author Share Posted July 29, 2004 OK, so I am feeling really ****y right now I mean big time.. I just looked at my ex's blog.. And he is so unhappy that I ant to cry! Did I make him this unhappy? I didn't mean to do this to him. I just so want to shoot myself right now. Also the girl that he claimed to be with,he took his poem down off his blog that her wrote for her.. I am glad they aren't to gether anymore.. She doesn't deserve him. Chris, my ex deserves a lot better.. Hes such an awesome guy!!!!!!!!! I want him back so damn bad, but I know there is no chance!!!!!!! Link to post Share on other sites
Pained Posted July 29, 2004 Share Posted July 29, 2004 Actually, Princess, I think you got that backward. Supposedly it takes half as long as you were dating them to get over them, so if you were dating a year, it'll take a good solid six months. Of course, everyone is different, and results will vary. Link to post Share on other sites
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