Does she want to get together again ?

[Sasu]

So was in LDR for like 2 years,we live in same country,we used to refer each other as soulmates and wanted to get married in real someday,but things brokeup when she basically took my love for granted & started dating other guys online,I begged and pleaded in few starting cases but when they didn't seemed to affect her instead she got more bitter towards me,I left her and went in NC.

 

When i came out of it and talked to her again,she was in tears,feeling sorry for hurting me so much all the time,then started saying shes ruining my life by all this and is not good enough for a relation,i made her believe i love her and is not giving up on her yet,she thanked me and said she knows how muc i love her,

Few days passed still things didn't worked out as she wanted to remain single this time,She said she loves me only & no other guy would handle her like i've done so far but doesn't want any relation anymore.

 

I figured it was a ex boyfriend trap so i texted her I won't stick around this time and still love her ,she should call me only when she want to be with me and want things like before,,if shes happy being single then no need.

 

4 Days NC now and she just called me at 1 am in night,her voice was weak like she was crying,asking me if i had slept and how am i,

I asked her is she okay ? she said yes just throat hurting,she didn't speak much during call ( awkward as she used to go all out on every little thing happened in her life) waiting for me to speak something then slowly say something in response,we talked for 15 mins ,with she ending the call by saying me to focus on my studies and said to take care ,

 

Seems like she completely ignored about what i said in text last time -.- kind of awkward .

Edited October 28, 2012 by Sasu