superstaroxox Posted November 8, 2012 Share Posted November 8, 2012 I was emotionally abused for four years. And now it's so hard for me to just live. Yes, things are much better. I have made friends whereas during the relationship I had none, I am very close to my family unlike during the relationship, I have the energy to do MUCH more, and I can say I'm very happy with my life. But I can't get the FEAR out of me. That panicky, anxious feeling I feel whenever I go places I feel he could be. Whenever I think of the times he said he would kill me, kill my family. Today, I uncovered a ton of e-mails that went to my "spam" folder that I never read from him. The last time we spoke was two months ago, and since then he FORTUNATELY has not tried to bug me once, except for one e-mail telling me he had a new girlfriend about a week ago. The e-mails were disgusting, threatening, and horrible. I felt sick reading them. I can't stop imagining him coming to my house at night and hurting my family. I just can't stop living in fear after the abuse I received...I want to be happy...can anyone relate? Anyone have any advice? I am seeing a therapist and it is helping me.. Link to post Share on other sites
Glowdoll Posted November 17, 2012 Share Posted November 17, 2012 Is a restraining order a possibility? If you still have the emails, it might be enough evidence. You could research the regulations for the area you live in. Death threats are a valid reason for concern. Link to post Share on other sites
Author superstaroxox Posted December 1, 2012 Author Share Posted December 1, 2012 Glowdoll, I have one already. He doesn't bug me anymore but I still can't let go of the fear that he will come back sometime and try to hurt me or my family...it consumes my life!! Link to post Share on other sites
Recommended Posts