CMB1138 Posted August 7, 2004 Share Posted August 7, 2004 Hi everyone, Im new here. and I probabaly wouldn't be here if I didn't think it was improtant. anyway let me get to the point. I graduated high school with this girl I know, she graduated earlier them me because she had gotten pregnant. Which does not bother me now of course. She has alot on her plate if you know what I mean. she is a parent. she is the most mature person I know. and I have had a crush on her ever since high school. She is not married or seeing anyone right now. She is from Poland. I asked her out last summester in college. and she said yes after thinking on it for a day, and now we are broken up, because she clams that she was not ready to deal with a boy friend at the moment. its been a month since we did anything together. I feel we really got close to each other in the time we had spent. she feels I know to much about her personal life for some reason. She told me that she got hurt buy her last two boyfriends. one of which cheated on her. the other had to brake her heart because of his religion. I know she is still hurt by or atleast still misses this guy. I think this is the real reason for why she broke up with me. its been almost a year since she broke of with him. he is muslim. ...To be continued Link to post Share on other sites
Author CMB1138 Posted August 7, 2004 Author Share Posted August 7, 2004 We really started to click I think. She looked at me in that special way. she even went and made me dinner for crying out loud one time. nobody has ever done some of the things she did for me, in return I helped her out with anything that I could. like helping her do work around her house like taking her fence down so she could have someone come in and replace it. and I also tried to have fun with her. she told me she is a very private person. and that she is hesatent to attach herself to anyone at the moment. and she said that she does take chances on some people, "I might get lucky" so I tried to impresser her with gaining her trust and stuff like that. I let her drive my car a couple of times and she was shocked that I let her, and she asked me why I let her do this, and I said "its a leep of faith" things were geting good. we kissed. she said she could feel my heart beating out of my chest when we did. and I said thats why. I was being my self around her. and then one day I noticed her geting distent. so I tried changing my tactics to try and liven things up. but it was hard to do because she is sooo busy with everything she does. then a couple of weeks later she told me that she didnt think it would work. so I talked with her and asked if she could take a "leep of faith" she said she would think about it. and two days later I called her to tell her that I had this pair of sunglasses she had wanted that I was going to suprise her with, before all hell broke lose. so I told her she could have them. and she then told me that she was going to stick with her dicision. and then she started ignoring me, but we are over that now. she wants to be friends now. and things are almost geting back to normal. but not quite. I cant stop thinking about her. can anyone help Thanks [email protected] Link to post Share on other sites
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