bitterruin Posted December 11, 2012 Share Posted December 11, 2012 ... I unblocked him from facebook and checked his page, he has everything public so I can see everything he puts up. Then I got some "insider info" from a mutual friend about something that happened to him last night. I don't know all the details but am filling in the blanks in my head and assuming the worse. I asked another friend of mine to investigate what else happened, I know he's going through a lot of stress and needs someone right now, usually he'd come to me but not this time. I almost had a panic attack and had to lock myself in the shower and cry. After I calmed down I told my friend to be there for him but not tell me anything of what's going on even if I beg later on. Now at least I know not to go snooping ever again. Going to start counting NC again from day one, even if there really was NC between the two of us I almost texted him "How are you?" Link to post Share on other sites
Mr Scorpio Posted December 11, 2012 Share Posted December 11, 2012 I'm sorry to hear that you're going through that pain. I guess at least its harder to hear you cry when you're in the shower. The question now is, will you act on your knowledge not to go snooping on his FB page? I imagine you could have guessed how it would turn out before you did it the first-time? Time to reblock! Link to post Share on other sites
Cali408 Posted December 11, 2012 Share Posted December 11, 2012 Delete your Facebook account and move on. The internet is the WORST thing to happen to get over relationships. You can google them, facebook them, linkedin them. It's awful I'm sorry you're back to square 1. Start over. Link to post Share on other sites
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