BrokenPrincess Posted December 13, 2012 Share Posted December 13, 2012 Woke up at 4:30 this morning completely disoriented with my heart pounding. I dreamt I was checking my "sent" emails for work and somehow at 10am I had sent xMM and email that just said "wanted to say thank you (for all the important stuff)" No clue what that means but then in my dream I was freaking out because I had no memory of sending it AND I was mad that I broke NC with such a stupid message. Then, an email comes in from him and it says: "Still keeping it classy. Give me some more time until I can just be your friend. I miss you so much and I still think about my Princess every day. It's love." UGH. I literally checked my email this morning just to make sure that didn't really happen. You THINK you're doing better and then your damn subconscious breaks NC! I'm sure you guys can relate to processing your A through your dreams, but boy, do I still feel rattled 4 hours later and needed to get it out so I can focus on work! It was just a dream, right? Link to post Share on other sites
promises Posted December 13, 2012 Share Posted December 13, 2012 Woke up at 4:30 this morning completely disoriented with my heart pounding. I dreamt I was checking my "sent" emails for work and somehow at 10am I had sent xMM and email that just said "wanted to say thank you (for all the important stuff)" No clue what that means but then in my dream I was freaking out because I had no memory of sending it AND I was mad that I broke NC with such a stupid message. Then, an email comes in from him and it says: "Still keeping it classy. Give me some more time until I can just be your friend. I miss you so much and I still think about my Princess every day. It's love." UGH. I literally checked my email this morning just to make sure that didn't really happen. You THINK you're doing better and then your damn subconscious breaks NC! I'm sure you guys can relate to processing your A through your dreams, but boy, do I still feel rattled 4 hours later and needed to get it out so I can focus on work! It was just a dream, right? Had a dream last night , too. We were walking in the woods .He gave me his hand. Then I woke up . AHHHHH!!! It was a dream helping you process complex emotions. Stay NC..stay strong girl.. Link to post Share on other sites
MissBee Posted December 13, 2012 Share Posted December 13, 2012 Woke up at 4:30 this morning completely disoriented with my heart pounding. I dreamt I was checking my "sent" emails for work and somehow at 10am I had sent xMM and email that just said "wanted to say thank you (for all the important stuff)" No clue what that means but then in my dream I was freaking out because I had no memory of sending it AND I was mad that I broke NC with such a stupid message. Then, an email comes in from him and it says: "Still keeping it classy. Give me some more time until I can just be your friend. I miss you so much and I still think about my Princess every day. It's love." UGH. I literally checked my email this morning just to make sure that didn't really happen. You THINK you're doing better and then your damn subconscious breaks NC! I'm sure you guys can relate to processing your A through your dreams, but boy, do I still feel rattled 4 hours later and needed to get it out so I can focus on work! It was just a dream, right? It was just a dream! Your subconscious can go a little crazy during this time, it's completely normal, although still unnerving and annoying! But better you break NC in your dreams than in real life. Link to post Share on other sites
FelicityShot Posted December 15, 2012 Share Posted December 15, 2012 It was just a dream! Your subconscious can go a little crazy during this time, it's completely normal, although still unnerving and annoying! But better you break NC in your dreams than in real life. The R between dreams and NC is likely complex. Link to post Share on other sites
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