Pain is unbearable, blaming myself.. I miss her

[Paxetlux]

I mean, like really? How the **** could this sweet innocent ****ing girl who was there all the time turn into this nightmare that only satan himself could fabricate?

 

 

she told me " i tried to tell you i didnt want to be with you, and when you asked me if there was someone else i went "army" with it, I didnt say yes or no. Im wrng i admit i didnt know what to do"

 

I was like You let me take yu out kissed me, danced with me.. entertained me with ideas of you coming back, but i could see i it in your FACE, hiding lies behind the guise of your beautiful smile... bla bla you did us both dirty and this kid is **** compared to me, **** these shallow cunts.

 

Dude not to sound like a narcissistic dick but i'm in great shape i'm intelligent, good looking.. I just, i cant believe i could be fooled, esp after being single for so long and figuring out what I wanted in a girl

 

 

Of course shes texting me know saying my job is moving closer to you... ironic huh?

 

I said, "It means nothing now, you've been tainted with foreign meat"

 

"I would have laid my life out for you, and you go from me to THAT? a guy 6 years older, like what could you have in common? He just wants some young ass, You slipped up bro, stop texting me and enjoy your new man, ohhh maaaan are you gunna regret that"

 

 

**** itlol

Edited January 14, 2013 by Paxetlux

[FailedFirstLove]

Yes I girl would have to really commit and bond to have sex... What about guys? Do they do it to forget the girl they dumped and once loved? Do they think it will

Make them Bon and move on?

[Paxetlux]

I think guys are more emotionally attatched than girls lol

[denxnis]

Dude not to sound like a narcissistic dick but i'm in great shape i'm intelligent, good looking.. I just, i cant believe i could be fooled, esp after being single for so long and figuring out what I wanted in a girl

 

I'm in the same boat as you... but we both did something to drive these woman away. For me it was not giving her enough attention and not going out with her very often.

 

Thing is, these girl's could have worked with us to fix the relationship, even break-up and stay single for a while. Instead they chose to do the absolute worst thing you could do to a boyfriend, **** other guys, and keep ****ing them.

 

Not sure about you but I have too much self-respect to take someone back after pulling a stunt like that.

[Paxetlux]

I'm in the same boat as you... but we both did something to drive these woman away. For me it was not giving her enough attention and not going out with her very often.

 

Thing is, these girl's could have worked with us to fix the relationship, even break-up and stay single for a while. Instead they chose to do the absolute worst thing you could do to a boyfriend, **** other guys, and keep ****ing them.

 

Not sure about you but I have too much self-respect to take someone back after pulling a stunt like that.

 

 

dude, they had this planned, 5 days after the break up she was hanging out with him, I could see it in here eyes when I kissed her, oh well, **** it.

 

It hurts a lot and is still surreal to me, but i'm getting better.

 

You know what's hilarious?

 

She told me she hated "pugs" this kid has a pug, and now shes uploading photos of her with it saying how much she loves it, and the kid is like "BABY I CANT WAIT TO TAKE YOU TO THE BAHAMAS, TOO BAD WE CANT TAKE THE DOG"

 

Lol, what a ****ing mess. The girl must have severe abandonment issues.

 

I have a date saturday, but to be honest dude, I am not horny, I'm not attracted to other girls and it's effort to even try....

 

But i'm back in school too.. I see a positive future and maybe she was removed from my life so i could move forward.

 

I remember the first time we had sex, she cried.. I can just see her crying with this guy too, because she was emotionally invested still and that's just insane.

 

I feel bad for her, oh well,, hope she finds what shes looking for in life.