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I spend a lot of time on the internet, like many people, and frequently, within the last year and half, I've spent much of it on a less than healthy message board (hint: it rhymes with “more spam”) which has lead to a gradual degradation of my moral compass and conflicts with my true nature. The bitter and resentful content has slowly worked its way into my outward thoughts and opinions. I can clearly see what an immature and unattractive person I'm developing into albeit no less loving and caring towards my recent ex-girlfriend.

 

If you've read my 1st poston this board, you'll see that my ex left me because she claimed she was needy and that there was something that just wasn't right. I believe my difference of opinion on certain matters, is directly related to the erosion of the personal qualities I've listed above.

 

I'm writing to get some ideas as to how to convey this to her. To allow her to see that I've used this brief time to really look at myself from her perspective to get a better idea of how she became so conflicted. She's always been a loving and understanding person and even stated, as a final text, that our separation was something necessary right now and that maybe thefuture will bring us together again. I gave her a lot as a mate but not much as a person.

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