kgal Posted August 20, 2004 Share Posted August 20, 2004 Ugh....FORGET THE PAST...that's my new motto! I am sooo not gonna let this guy who broke my heart get to me anymore. I am sooo happy that I have reached this part of the healing where I really have to say to myself, "MOVE ON!!!" It's time...it's been a while....but I got a new job...and alot is starting to happen for me. I'm meeting people who are just blessings, and angels in disguise....I thank God for people with caring hearts...and of course this place! I have just come to terms with how things are..and even though I have some optimism that maybe one day he'll contact me again....it's to the point where if he doesn't...I know I'll survive. I haven't let the past get to me anymore. I am so proud of myself for coming to this point! I have to give God all the praise too...I know without His strength I could never have felt this strong inside. I know there's alot of journey ahead of me...and I have the joy of a survivor....one who made it through the hardest part of the storm. Good riddens painful past. Good luck to all who have just broken up or have been dealing with a broken heart. I know it's hard...but keep trusting...keep moving forward...keep living....and you will see the sunny skies again! YOU WILL!!! Link to post Share on other sites
frogprinz29 Posted August 20, 2004 Share Posted August 20, 2004 I'm sorry that you've been through the pain and sorrow of a break up. I am very glad for you to have made it into the state of mind in which you are in. I sometimes feel that I am at the tail end of the battle with emotions or roller coaster ride of the sadness and despair. You sound so positive, like a great weight has been lifted off of your chest. I cannot wait to get to the point of how you feel. even though I have some optimism that maybe one day he'll contact me again....it's to the point where if he doesn't...I know I'll survive. This is how I am beginning to see it with regards to my x-GF. The wishful thinking pops in once in awhile, but the hope for it to happen is dwindling from day to day. I sometimes think about her smell and how she feels. But then I pull myself back knowing that it does me no good whatsoever, because she is not here by my side. I feel that she may still have a love for me and care for me, but she has moved on in life already. She is my first and last thought of the day, but the despair that I feel when I think about my loss of her has shortened. I know that one day I'll wake up and realize that I too will have survived this episode in my life. I am happy that you've made it through this episode in your life kgal, and I am proud of you for doing it. You are a true "survivor". I appreciate your post greatly. It has boosted my spirits and morale, and givin' a boost to my endeavor to survive through my break up. Good luck to all who have just broken up or have been dealing with a broken heart. I know it's hard...but keep trusting...keep moving forward...keep living....and you will see the sunny skies again! YOU WILL!!! This I do believe in too, and I wish it for others as well. Take care. Link to post Share on other sites
sinkerswim Posted August 23, 2004 Share Posted August 23, 2004 Im glad you are feeling better....you have gone through alot like many of us. I love words of encourgement. Hopefully someday, I too..can get past what I am going through. I know I will always love him. But, one day I am sure there will be a light at the end of the tunnel and I will feel much better. Anyway...take care. Link to post Share on other sites
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