TerpVet87 Posted January 11, 2013 Share Posted January 11, 2013 So today makes two weeks of no contact. This is the longest I've ever not spoken to her since the breakup in September. We talked about getting together and then would have a fight so the past few months were like a hundred breakups in a row. I know I'm better off and that I'm a handsome smart man, a veteran with a bachelors degree and a bright future, but I still feel awful. What gets me is that she found someone so quickly after I told her I didn't want to work it out. This guy was her boyfriend in less than a week. In the last two weeks I've had several dates and had a rebound fling with a girl I slept with a few times but I keep waking up thinking about my ex and her new boyfriend. I've reminded myself a thousand times about what a nutcase she is. About how I hated being around her and the million little things she does that piss me off. But despite all that I end up missing the good times and romanticizing about them. This post has no point to it I guess I just needed to rant. Link to post Share on other sites
Author TerpVet87 Posted January 11, 2013 Author Share Posted January 11, 2013 I have no will to try to reconcile things. I've tried so many times to make it work. I'm the one that ended it and while I loved her (still love?) I know it will never work and I hope I never see her or hear from her again. She has a new boyfriend and I'm trying to move on, but the girls I'm meeting don't have the good qualities, however few they were, that my ex had. Link to post Share on other sites
Author TerpVet87 Posted January 12, 2013 Author Share Posted January 12, 2013 Ugh curiosity got the best of me and I saw tons of pictures of her with her new boyfriend. I guess if I feel awful I must still have feelings for her. Link to post Share on other sites
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