Gingerxr2 Posted January 23, 2013 Share Posted January 23, 2013 Well it's the day ! Today is her birthday , it's the day I've been fearing , today would be the day that we would call our special day together , we would always go on holday this week and we would really just let go , it was brilliant . for some reason I'm not that devastated ? It maybe that I know that she won't be thinking about me of even upset , it maybe that I know that she planned this holiday with her mates before we even split , and yet played along as if we was going !! Only found this out on Facebook after we split !!! I don't know maybe I'm just a fool that got played well ! I do spend alot if of time thinking , maybe I didn't show enough emotion towards her ? Tell her how much she ment to me ? ! To late now , just have to learn from it I guess ! Link to post Share on other sites
cavalier99 Posted January 23, 2013 Share Posted January 23, 2013 Well it's the day ! Today is her birthday , it's the day I've been fearing , today would be the day that we would call our special day together , we would always go on holday this week and we would really just let go , it was brilliant . for some reason I'm not that devastated ? It maybe that I know that she won't be thinking about me of even upset , it maybe that I know that she planned this holiday with her mates before we even split , and yet played along as if we was going !! Only found this out on Facebook after we split !!! I don't know maybe I'm just a fool that got played well ! I do spend alot if of time thinking , maybe I didn't show enough emotion towards her ? Tell her how much she ment to me ? ! To late now , just have to learn from it I guess ! Just another day. Absolutely nothing to dread. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Gingerxr2 Posted January 23, 2013 Author Share Posted January 23, 2013 Well I made it ! Silent lots of time running and in the gym ! But it's fine !! Screw it move on !! Link to post Share on other sites
na49 Posted January 24, 2013 Share Posted January 24, 2013 I do spend alot if of time thinking This is VERY VERY VERY bad for us. You have the right idea though, go to the gym, let it all out and start looking good for the next lady in your life. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Gingerxr2 Posted January 24, 2013 Author Share Posted January 24, 2013 Ha cheers , but one day she will get hurt and I will laugh my man boobs off Link to post Share on other sites
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