Author jovan Posted February 15, 2013 Author Share Posted February 15, 2013 still day 27. Went on a date with psychiatrist. Shes a bit older then. It was our second seeing. And it was blast. She kissed me really really passionate, I blew up. Things didn't further, but not case I didn't want to. I had to go to the meeting that night. Damn meeting. She said that she wants me, she even made that sexy sound when she was kissing me. She was making me horny on purpose. I bet she wanted me to take her home. That was a first girl I felt anything with after my BU. And it feels great. Am hoping that I don't cool off too fast. She is intelligent sexiest pshytrists I have ever laid my eye's on. Link to post Share on other sites
eduardo23 Posted February 15, 2013 Share Posted February 15, 2013 There are always signs of why a relationship fails, you just have to find them. Maybe you can go to therapy and they can help you figure it out if that helps you move on. I didn't read through the whole thread, but have you been going out with friends and family and either venting or going out to have a good time? Link to post Share on other sites
Author jovan Posted February 16, 2013 Author Share Posted February 16, 2013 am out all the time. I have a lot of ppl around me, and am always busy. Am just missing my ex, and still dealing with the fact that she's not sleeping in my bed anymore. We shared it for 5 long years, till she broke up with me for no reason at all. She even said that she loved me and other bull****. So its kind of hard for me to understand it. Well am not even trying to understand it. I accepted the fact, and trying to move on. Am hurt case of the way she acted. We spent every freaking day for 5 years 2gether, so its kind of weird when i wake up not to see her here by my side. So it was kind of great that after bunch of girl's i went threw after the BU that I actually felt anything at all Link to post Share on other sites
Author jovan Posted February 16, 2013 Author Share Posted February 16, 2013 NC day 28. Am crying every day, but at least now I know that it will get better. I live day by day hoping that I will wake up one morning not thinking about us. Link to post Share on other sites
Hopeful714 Posted February 16, 2013 Share Posted February 16, 2013 Slowly but surely. I used to wake up crying everyday. The tears are gone now...for the most part, but the thoughts are not. He's still with me in my morning/daily thoughts. I hope this changes soon. I was told by a counselor, and we all know that when we sleep, we heal. He explained to me that our brains process all this in our sub conscious when we sleep...and that's why its fresh and sometimes leads to morning tears. Day by day...I think in the end, its better to go through the pain instead of putting it aside and bringing it to the next relationship. There's got to be better out there for the people who deserve it. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author jovan Posted February 16, 2013 Author Share Posted February 16, 2013 Slowly but surely. I used to wake up crying everyday. The tears are gone now...for the most part, but the thoughts are not. He's still with me in my morning/daily thoughts. I hope this changes soon. I was told by a counselor, and we all know that when we sleep, we heal. He explained to me that our brains process all this in our sub conscious when we sleep...and that's why its fresh and sometimes leads to morning tears. Day by day...I think in the end, its better to go through the pain instead of putting it aside and bringing it to the next relationship. There's got to be better out there for the people who deserve it. agreed!!! Time heals what no other person can Link to post Share on other sites
Author jovan Posted February 17, 2013 Author Share Posted February 17, 2013 NC day 29. I want to call her so bad these day. Ofc am not letting my self. But I would really like to hear her voice Link to post Share on other sites
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