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kia, that Nickelback song perfectly captures the white heat intensity of many, by no means all, affairs where more than a whiff of sexual/emotional/erotic domination is present.

 

"Figured You Out" is the anthem of erotic domination.

 

You must be there, or had been there, to appreciate it.

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For you hardcore Nickelback fans (like myself), also check out the lyrics to 'Someday", sample:

 

Nothin's wrong

Just as long as you

Know that someday I will

Someday, Somehow

I'm gonna make it alright but not right now

I know your wondering when

(You're the only one who knows that)

 

Chad Kroeger should win a 'Best Songwriter, Extramarital Affairs' award!!!

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Kia and Sinner -

 

Hhahhaa, this Nickelback thing is hilarious. Even "Feeling Too Damn Good" applies to my affair with MM!!! That's 3 songs! On one album! (Sinner, you follow the plane/hotel reference as it pertains to my situation, right? Not only in the past with MM, but right now!)

 

I miss MM terribly. I keep having this flashes of the little things, like the look of his hands touching the table as he explains something, or how he smiles when he's just utterly amused by something but is trying to hold it in, or the way he walks when wearing his best suit (strangely, his walk is different depending on what he's wearing).

 

A few times I actually smelled him while in London - you know, people walking by, smell the scent of his cologne (and I don't even know what type it is - thank god, otherwise I'd probably go buy it!), and almost lost it. Can you imagine that? Me, outside Dunkin' Donuts in Picadilly Circus, crying at random because I smelled some random stranger??

 

I have to admit something... I've, uh, called him, twice, since I've been overseas. Mmmhmm. Baaaaddddd Kiss, bad, I know. But there's something about our conversations, the banter, the understanding - I just NEED it. I think he needs it a little bit more than I do though (lots of our talks are career/work related, and he doesn't have many lawyer friends to commiserate with, while I, on the other hand, seem to have only lawyer-friends).

 

I had expected that this whole affair thing would fizzle because of my trip. Part of me thought that I would ... oh, I don't know ... meet some amazingly hot Aussie tourist looking for a Green Card to the States, and that MM would find some other little hottle in the States to F around with, and somehow POOF! this whole thing would end. But now I am terrified by that prospect. I don't want that to happen. I want to go home, now! I don't want my mommy, I want my MM!

 

Help!

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Originally posted by sinner

I hope your enjoying yourself, kiss, in Italy while I prepare for a "fun" Federal Court of Appeals argument tomorrow. Some people have all the fun; others have to work. :)

 

I have yet to appear in Federal Court, but then again, I haven't even officially completed my first year of practice. Good luck, kick some ass!

 

I'm headed to a weekend long city-wide party in Rome - Blanca Notte - and then off to the Cinque Terre for a week or so. Hopefully, y'all won't hear from me AT ALL for awhile. I won't have internet access the way I do now, and maybe I'll even be able to stay away from the damn telephone!

 

Hugs to you guys!

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So you're " over 'ome " eh, Kiss? Well, if you happen to pass through Lambeth, wave to my old neighbourhood will ya?

 

Hope you have a great time, and maybe even find some nice chap to help take your mind off of MM. Don't you love the red cheeks on the British guys?

 

Have fun darlin!

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I'm baaaaaaaacccckkkkkkkk! ;)

 

Saw him on my first day back though, so can't say there's been too much improvement on my part willpower-wise.

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