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im dealing with a married man.... i began go to this church i really like a lot the same church as the married man im seeing , long story short is i got pregnant by the married man he got scared gave me abortion money and told his wife about us, after church one day the wife comes to me and say "i know about you 2 and i forgive you" i denied it out of fear and not want to hurt his wife, the pastor come over start talking with us it wasnt a big scene but i felt hurt like never befor for myself and his wife,..... the married man comes over to me his wife and the pastor and say he wants his marriage to work with him and his wife and leave it at that.... i said stop lieing to your wife telling her we slept together..... he walks away the wife hug and walk away .

 

i repented in my heart on my way home and vowed to never get in a mess like this again no 2 day after the situation the married man comes knocking at my door telling me he is sorry he loves and he only told her out of fear yes sex was good with him he did major things to me that had me like woe! Irefuse to get back in the mess , i called the pastor told him i like the church and i want to continue coming he told me to come back dont stop going so i did i see them both the wife hugs me when she see me or invite me to other functions in the church should i continue going to this church or stop i do have feelings for this man but i love god more and i know that what i feel is not love but lust i beleive god can take this lust away please any one that understand me help

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im dealing with a married man.... i began go to this church i really like a lot the same church as the married man im seeing , long story short is i got pregnant by the married man he got scared gave me abortion money and told his wife about us, after church one day the wife comes to me and say "i know about you 2 and i forgive you" i denied it out of fear and not want to hurt his wife, the pastor come over start talking with us it wasn't a big scene but i felt hurt like never before for myself and his wife,..... the married man comes over to me his wife and the pastor and say he wants his marriage to work with him and his wife and leave it at that.... i said stop lieing to your wife telling her we slept together..... he walks away the wife hug and walk away .

 

i repented in my heart on my way home and vowed to never get in a mess like this again no 2 day after the situation the married man comes knocking at my door telling me he is sorry he loves and he only told her out of fear yes sex was good with him he did major things to me that had me like woe! Refuse to get back in the mess , i called the pastor told him i like the church and i want to continue coming he told me to come back don't stop going so i did i see them both the wife hugs me when she see me or invite me to other functions in the church should i continue going to this church or stop i do have feelings for this man but i love god more and i know that what i feel is not love but lust i believe god can take this lust away please any one that understand me help

hi curly no I'm not pregn any more i did what he wanted and I'm not seeing him any more
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