Jayclark Posted September 1, 2004 Share Posted September 1, 2004 Hi all, My ex and I has been broken up since Febuary a lil after Valentines day. We kept contact by phone then by email. We have been talking more the ussualy the past two weeks. Mostly email but she is making a great attempt for me to call her. I still love her(not as much as I used to though) and I think she still has feelings for me. She told me in one email that. She still has all my pictures up in her room and she misses me like hell sometimes. And that she would really like to talk to me. She gave me her number to her cell. But I haven't called her. Almost afraid to. I would love to go back out but don't want to get hurt again. We broke up because we argued a lot. Basicly because she was doing drugs and I didn't like her doing it. Now she is clean and doing fine. I could be reading to much into this and she might just want to just see what i've been up to. Either way everyone tells me to call her. So should I? And if I do and she wants to get back together is the risk of being heart broken again worth it? Link to post Share on other sites
blue_eyes18 Posted September 1, 2004 Share Posted September 1, 2004 Hey JayClark- I know what you are going through in a way. Mainly because of the drug part. It is hard dealing with someone like that. My boyfriend and I are having trouble because of him trying to recover from drugs. He is so confusing. I don't know what to do about him either. He broke up with me, saying it was for my own good because what he is going through with all that mess. So, I didn't call him or anything. Then he shouwed up on my door saying he is sorry and didn't want to break up, that he wasn't thinking in his right mind. I do care about him a lot, but I can't handle this hot/cold stuff. Since I don't know your ex personally, or you, it is hard to say if you should go back to her. Just becareful/ That is good news to hear she is doing so much better. If she really is, it could work out. But she could just be saying that right now. You know what I mean? Anyways, like I said, I don't know you or her, so I can't say for sure/ I don't know if this really helped, I just wanted to let you know I feel ya! I am going through the same thing in a way. Good luck!! Link to post Share on other sites
Author Jayclark Posted September 2, 2004 Author Share Posted September 2, 2004 Well, My ex came up to the house tonight. Was really nice to talk to her in person. She wouldn't come in the house though because she said it might be a lil strange. We had a good time talking about whats happen in each others life lately. She looked so much better now that she isn't doing drugs. Seems to be doing real good. We talked for about an hour. I had a good time talking to her. It was like two friends just talking. It did bring back some feelings for her seeing her though. I'll be thinking about her tonight thats for sure. Not thats its a bad thing. But honestly it was really good seeing her. I'm not for sure if we will get back together or not. I do really hope so. Because I know with drugs out the way it would work fine. If not, we can stay friends. Even though thats not what I really want its better than not haivng her at all. So everything is fine now. I'll keep ya posted to let you all to know where it ends up. Link to post Share on other sites
blue_eyes18 Posted September 2, 2004 Share Posted September 2, 2004 That is great! I know it was nice to atleast be able to have a peaceful conversation and just chill. Maybe she will stay off the drugs. It is so sad to see someone's life get all messed up from them. It is heartbreaking. Anyways, hopefully yall will make it. I can tell you really care about her. You are doing so good with the patience. Don't let it get to you too much though, either! Keep me posted! Link to post Share on other sites
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