Author newsbug Posted February 27, 2013 Author Share Posted February 27, 2013 I just got the breadcrumb. I'm very surprised since I seriously never thought I'd hear from him again. It was a text that just said, "Hi". I have deleted it. It's so sad that this is where we have ended up. I never thought I would have to ignore him. I loved him so much and he was my best friend, but then he had to leave me for another girl, so eff him. Jerkface. 3 Link to post Share on other sites
iouaname Posted February 27, 2013 Share Posted February 27, 2013 Good for you for deleting it! It sends the exact right message. You're too busy getting on with your fabulous life without him to respond to his lame attempt at starting a conversation. Link to post Share on other sites
destroyed4sho Posted February 27, 2013 Share Posted February 27, 2013 "Hi" texts are so lame. Glad you ignored it. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author newsbug Posted February 27, 2013 Author Share Posted February 27, 2013 It makes me feel better now that I have the upper hand, but I'm still very sad about everything. I went to the doctor yesterday to see about getting some kind of anti anxiety medicine or something. She gave me an anti depressant and a sleeping med. It sucks that he gets to go have a happy life with a new girlfriends while I'm having to drug myself just to try and act normal again. But at least I'm trying. And I can tell I'm getting a little better here and there. I was doing good yesterday until I had a coworker ask me about the wedding and I had to tell her the whole story. And then there was another coworker that I once again had to tell my sad story to. So when I got to the doctor I started sobbing telling the story to her...she kinda laughed at me I think. Jerk. But hopefully this lexapro (sp) and ambian will help get my noggin straight. At the moment I'm just really sleepy still. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Lillygoose Posted February 27, 2013 Share Posted February 27, 2013 I just got the breadcrumb. I'm very surprised since I seriously never thought I'd hear from him again. It was a text that just said, "Hi". I have deleted it. It's so sad that this is where we have ended up. I never thought I would have to ignore him. I loved him so much and he was my best friend, but then he had to leave me for another girl, so eff him. Jerkface. Im in the same boat as you hun!! HUGS! XXX:confused: Link to post Share on other sites
TaraMaiden Posted February 27, 2013 Share Posted February 27, 2013 It makes me feel better now that I have the upper hand, but I'm still very sad about everything. I went to the doctor yesterday to see about getting some kind of anti anxiety medicine or something. She gave me an anti depressant and a sleeping med. It sucks that he gets to go have a happy life with a new girlfriends while I'm having to drug myself just to try and act normal again. But at least I'm trying. And I can tell I'm getting a little better here and there. I was doing good yesterday until I had a coworker ask me about the wedding and I had to tell her the whole story. And then there was another coworker that I once again had to tell my sad story to. So when I got to the doctor I started sobbing telling the story to her...she kinda laughed at me I think. Jerk. But hopefully this lexapro (sp) and ambian will help get my noggin straight. At the moment I'm just really sleepy still. That's some stupid doctor you have there. Let's hope she never finds herself needing that kind of support.... Many years ago, I too needed some help with sleeping.... And although the doctor told me when to take them, I halved the dose, and didn't take them 'as directed'... I took them when my head said "Ok, I really CAN'T sleep now....." So I never ran the risk of becoming dependent. 21 tablets took me 7 months to finish...... 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author newsbug Posted February 27, 2013 Author Share Posted February 27, 2013 That's some stupid doctor you have there. Let's hope she never finds herself needing that kind of support.... Many years ago, I too needed some help with sleeping.... And although the doctor told me when to take them, I halved the dose, and didn't take them 'as directed'... I took them when my head said "Ok, I really CAN'T sleep now....." So I never ran the risk of becoming dependent. 21 tablets took me 7 months to finish...... I took a whole pill last night and all day today I've been feeling like a zombie and like I need another 8 hours of sleep. I may try half of one tonight. It really did knock me out and I don't remember waking up and thinking too much..here and there..but I was able to fall back to sleep faster. We'll see. Link to post Share on other sites
NoLeafClover Posted February 27, 2013 Share Posted February 27, 2013 When my ex ended things, I would cry for no reason at most random times the first week..Like sitting in the toilet it would hit me. Of course it would be when I was always by myself. I was fine with that. I talked to my ex ex (im very close with her) and she told me she had some xanax to try. I too one and then two and tried it for literally one day. Then I said to myself, WTF am I doing? I never took a pill in my life, and she for sure is not going to be the one I am going to start taking pills for. I think that was my turning point of healing. Never took anything since and don't plan on. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
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