LILUIL Posted September 3, 2004 Share Posted September 3, 2004 Life is so weird ...... Sometimes i think that my life is really as my nick name suggests, LILUIL stands for "lucky in life, unlucky in love" I'm so fed up with falling in love (due to past experiences), the last few months I have been alone, although there were a few guys who showed interest but somehow, I just can't decide on one who is 'good enough'. And i'm the kind of person who would rather not start anything, unless i can see myself going a long way down that path. I don't wanna sound mean in saying that, on the other hand, maybe I am too picky.... i dunno.... sigh. Maybe it's just not my time to meet Mr. Right yet. As for the other areas of my life, well.... I have recently started working at my new office after many months of searching for a better job.... now, it's finally here..... a very nice salary, good perks, a job i enjoy and a good career ahead if i stick with this company. Just wished I had someone to share my life with. It gets tiring to be attending friends' weddings all the time and always having to answer "So, when is your turn?" Loneliness sucks. I have tons and tons of friends but it's just not the same. I'm sure you guys know what I'm talking about. A few months back I was thinking of studying and working in another country. I'm glad I didn't, coz now i have my 'dream job' in my hands, per se. I'm shifting my focus.... since I have money and time (without any extra underwears to wash), great! I'll save up and pursue some courses in the evenings. Pursue an MBA and try to complete it in the minimum duration, if possible. I think I can manage the savings and actually completing the course in say.... 2 and a half years, if I keep to myself a bit more and swallow my lonely feelings, and when I'm done..... hmmm..... I could then choose a country to migrate to. Start a new business, build my own company.....something like that. I'm kinda thinking outloud today. Anyway what i meant to say was..... I'm gonna forget about my lovelife for a few more years and concentrate on myself.... if love doesn't come along then, what the h*ck i'm gonna sign up for an arranged marriage online. LOL. Just kidding, I'm not a believer of arranged marriages, period. Link to post Share on other sites
shamen Posted September 18, 2004 Share Posted September 18, 2004 Good for you girl! Nothing wrong with a little bit of concentration on the ol' self there. Congratulations on the job! I totally know how you feel. I'm trying to just enjoy my friends for now. Not worry so much about the dating stuff. Link to post Share on other sites
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