Author McDonald Posted March 5, 2013 Author Share Posted March 5, 2013 So now that I have finished my essay, there's been more down time and that means, more time to think. ---- and that's where I go wrong. I don't understand why I have this urge to reply to her message. To apologize? To ask to meet up? Why do I want to be her friend? Do I feel like I can't replace her? It's just been so much as of late. I want to be able to walk by them with my head held high. I don't want to have to walk the other way. Link to post Share on other sites
CudLRoo Posted March 5, 2013 Share Posted March 5, 2013 Zammo and fredrickkk Wow. I feel sane after reading those threads. Truly cautionary tales! :eek: Link to post Share on other sites
TaraMaiden Posted March 5, 2013 Share Posted March 5, 2013 What's scary to me, is that they're both British. Seems we have a singular type of phukked-up...... I'm feeling dangerously close to fuzzy-headed, myself...... Link to post Share on other sites
CudLRoo Posted March 5, 2013 Share Posted March 5, 2013 ^Yeah, I had a run-in with another mad 'un on a gaming forum, he was stalking a girl too, only with no history with her at all, he'd just seen her pic, gave me death threats n' all sorts when I told him he should back off, guy was probably a paranoid schizophrenic, had a total meltdown in the end. Also British! I often wonder when I'm crossing the road if any of the drivers are one of THEM, though if I obsessed over it, I'd never leave the house. Link to post Share on other sites
Author McDonald Posted March 5, 2013 Author Share Posted March 5, 2013 Wow. I feel sane after reading those threads. Truly cautionary tales! :eek: Their stores are pretty insane. It's surely something I do not want to become. I highly doubt that though. A problem I have is that I'm too nice at times. I never have been Really and completely angry at a person to the point where I would kick them out of my life. That's why for some reason I can't be angry at her for a Long period of time. But I'm no longer sad either. Maybe that means I'm actually gettin over it. I have been angry at her, maybe I feel like its no longer worth these. That there's no need for me to put any emotions into this. Because she obviously is gone. And a friendship? Well we all know why we want friendships with our exes. And because what we really want isn't possible, no need to try to save that either Link to post Share on other sites
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