sadbunnyy Posted March 5, 2013 Share Posted March 5, 2013 ....why do I still cry over him?!?! I thought his memory would slowly fade away and I would be better again. I thought I was doing so well until recently when I started to feel so alone. I really miss having someone there for me, that closeness you can't get from friends. It sucks because I'm trying my hardest to just move on and never looking back but when I get lonely I start to think of him. I keep thinking that I'm going to be alone forever and I'll never find someone while my ex might already have a gf and is happy with his life. It's so hard to accept the fact that he left me. The person I loved so much could careless about me now... This breakup has taken a lot of my self esteem and I hate myself because I don't what I did to serve this. I feel so worthless right now.....I'm trying so hard to forget him and move on. I changed my number, I deleted my email account, I'm not on facebook anymore. I just wanna get out of town... 2 Link to post Share on other sites
lilacwine Posted March 6, 2013 Share Posted March 6, 2013 ....why do I still cry over him?!?! I thought his memory would slowly fade away and I would be better again. I thought I was doing so well until recently when I started to feel so alone. I really miss having someone there for me, that closeness you can't get from friends. It sucks because I'm trying my hardest to just move on and never looking back but when I get lonely I start to think of him. I keep thinking that I'm going to be alone forever and I'll never find someone while my ex might already have a gf and is happy with his life. It's so hard to accept the fact that he left me. The person I loved so much could careless about me now... This breakup has taken a lot of my self esteem and I hate myself because I don't what I did to serve this. I feel so worthless right now.....I'm trying so hard to forget him and move on. I changed my number, I deleted my email account, I'm not on facebook anymore. I just wanna get out of town... Hi, You're not alone at all. you're absolutely just like me. it's been 7 months for me. And it's like you're speaking out my mind. God it's scary how people who are dumped are so alike. I still cry from time to time, especially at weekends, i break down in tears. I stay off facebook, off any kind of social networks, I stop hanging out with people, like shut down from the world completely. And I also have a feeling i'm gonna be alone forever..... 2 Link to post Share on other sites
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