A fresh start debs Message in a bottle from oz to brazil

[todreaminblue]

I started this thread for a friend, im not looking for answers so no one need reply its for him to post in and tell me how he is going or how he feels.I am hoping this thread might be a cheering up thread and anyone who wants to post quotes or say something positive then that would be sweet...

 

 

“There is the great lesson of 'Beauty and the Beast,' that a thing must be loved before it is lovable.”

― G.K. Chesterton

[Krieger]

 

 

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,

When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,

When the funds are low and the debts are high,

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,

Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.

 

Life is strange with its twists and turns,

As every one of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure turns about,

When he might have won had he stuck it out;

Don't give up though the pace seems slow--

You may succeed with another blow.

 

Often the goal is nearer than,

It seems to a faint and faltering man,

Often the struggler has given up,

When he might have captured the victor's cup,

And he learned too late when the night slipped down,

How close he was to the golden crown.

 

Success is failure turned inside out--

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,

And you never can tell how close you are,

It may be near when it seems

so

far,

So

stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--

It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

 

- Author unknown

Edited March 7, 2013 by Krieger

[todreaminblue]

1. Why be something to everybody when you can be everything to somebody?

 

2. Love means loving the unlovable – or it is no virtue at all.

 

3. The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost......g.k chesterton

[unknow]

hey deb :'(

[todreaminblue]

hey deb :'(

 

 

hey victor.....:0)....feelin sad today......sorry that you feel that way ...i would just like to say, hey, its not always going to be that day, tomorrow will come and go, and you never know,what tomorrow might blow, a warm breeze a different view, but today i sending hugs from me to you....;0).....

 

its ok to be sad victor......i am glad you came to this thread....hugs....so what are you feeling anything but sadness?....i have to go to gym but i will talk to you soon ...do you want to aim for one smile today......means i might have to say something funny........debxo

[unknow]

hey victor.....:0)....feelin sad today......sorry that you feel that way ...i would just like to say, hey, its not always going to be that day, tomorrow will come and go, and you never know,what tomorrow might blow, a warm breeze a different view, but today i sending hugs from me to you....;0).....

 

its ok to be sad victor......i am glad you came to this thread....hugs....so what are you feeling anything but sadness?....i have to go to gym but i will talk to you soon ...do you want to aim for one smile today......means i might have to say something funny........debxo

 

theses lasts 3 days was the worse 3 days in my life....i feel ...dead...total..reclusion

[todreaminblue]

theses lasts 3 days was the worse 3 days in my life....i feel ...dead...total..reclusion

 

 

have you been isolating yourself? how you seen your mum lately and how long ago? when is the last time someone has checked in on you?

Does your mum know how you are feeling?

[unknow]

have you been isolating yourself? how you seen your mum lately and how long ago? when is the last time someone has checked in on you?

Does your mum know how you are feeling?

 

yes i guess i isolated myself...my mom already got alot of problems she is always worry always running alot she have been working alot...i dont wanna somehow make it worse for her...she know but not detalied and i dont give feedbacks ...last time i saw another person except for her was...some weeks ago...ofcourse i still get up and get out only to buy cigars and coke but is no big deal ...is literaly in front of my house...i dont have an acurate definition of time anymore i can sleep and wake up at any hour and multiple times in a day..and i dont know much whats goin on out there since i watch no television or read news ive being crying and taking tranquilizers all the time

[todreaminblue]

yes i guess i isolated myself...my mom already got alot of problems she is always worry always running alot she have been working alot...i dont wanna somehow make it worse for her...she know but not detalied and i dont give feedbacks ...last time i saw another person except for her was...some weeks ago...ofcourse i still get up and get out only to buy cigars and coke but is no big deal ...is literaly in front of my house...i dont have an acurate definition of time anymore i can sleep and wake up at any hour and multiple times in a day..and i dont know much whats goin on out there since i watch no television or read news ive being crying and taking tranquilizers all the time

 

 

who is supplying you the tranquilizers?

 

 

when you say coke are you talking cola?

 

losing time is common when you are sedated, what are you taking???, i feel for you victor, if i lived in brazil i would probably come and see you with your permission, but i cant unless i start swimming i might make it in about three months....smilin atcha......if you were in oz and lived nearby i would visit since none of this is possible, i only ask that you keep posting to em until we can at least get you motivated to seek help...if it doesnt happen it doesnt happen i only ask you continue to post even when you feel like crap you type ok.....

 

 

it will get to a point where you can cry anymore victor, it happens , when theres just no tears lleft to cry ....hopefully i will still eb here chattign to you when that happens.....i need to know what you are taking how often and what do you feel when you are coming down off whatever you are on...i assume that its cola but if it isnt cola you are taking then that explains your hyper agitation the other day......tranquilizers can have this side affact also....so let me know what it is you are on so i can see what the side affects are and also the quantity please....i am not judging you ...so be honest so i can help and understand where you are at.................hugs.....deb

[unknow]

who is supplying you the tranquilizers?

 

 

when you say coke are you talking cola?

 

losing time is common when you are sedated, what are you taking???, i feel for you victor, if i lived in brazil i would probably come and see you with your permission, but i cant unless i start swimming i might make it in about three months....smilin atcha......if you were in oz and lived nearby i would visit since none of this is possible, i only ask that you keep posting to em until we can at least get you motivated to seek help...if it doesnt happen it doesnt happen i only ask you continue to post even when you feel like crap you type ok.....

 

 

it will get to a point where you can cry anymore victor, it happens , when theres just no tears lleft to cry ....hopefully i will still eb here chattign to you when that happens.....i need to know what you are taking how often and what do you feel when you are coming down off whatever you are on...i assume that its cola but if it isnt cola you are taking then that explains your hyper agitation the other day......tranquilizers can have this side affact also....so let me know what it is you are on so i can see what the side affects are and also the quantity please....i am not judging you ...so be honest so i can help and understand where you are at.................hugs.....deb

 

deb it is cola i never used ilegal drugs..ive been taking one called Somalium ...what mean "oz" ?

[todreaminblue]

deb it is cola i never used ilegal drugs..ive been taking one called Somalium ...what mean "oz" ?

 

 

cool...i am glad you dont use illegal drugs they would only make you feel worse than what you are....they truly do suck , i hate what they do to people.....

 

 

oz is another name for australia where i am from and love to bits.......

 

will look up somalium....who prescribed that tranquilizer for you......and are they monitoring you?....hugs from oz to brazil from me to you..deb

[todreaminblue]

only meant to be taken short term how long have you been taking it and can you sleep if you dont take it?

[unknow]

only meant to be taken short term how long have you been taking it and can you sleep if you dont take it?

 

i still can sleep byy being depressed and tired of crying its almost 8am here i woke up just an hour ago and im feeling now sadness and anxiety coming strong...i talked with my ex girlfriend yesterday on facebook before sleep and .....im destructed...i want to die

[todreaminblue]

i still can sleep byy being depressed and tired of crying its almost 8am here i woke up just an hour ago and im feeling now sadness and anxiety coming strong...i talked with my ex girlfriend yesterday on facebook before sleep and .....im destructed...i want to die

 

 

what did she say to you victor, you know its not good for you to be in contact with her......you only go backwards.....share what she had to say......deb

[unknow]

what did she say to you victor, you know its not good for you to be in contact with her......you only go backwards.....share what she had to say......deb

she studing to much...dont want a relationship....she said...she dont feel...the same way i feel anymore....

I have no propose to live if is to live everyday missing her and feeling pain...to love someone that doesnt love you...

[todreaminblue]

she studing to much...dont want a relationship....she said...she dont feel...the same way i feel anymore....

I have no propose to live if is to live everyday missing her and feeling pain...to love someone that doesnt love you...

 

 

how old are you victor?

 

 

I am missing a guy victor..dont know exactly why i am missing him, but i do.......i know what it feels like to care about someone and have them not care back....i wasn't ever in a relationship with this guy but at this time he has my heart, the only way for me to get my heart back and not be in WHAT IF dreamland all the time is to go no contact.......at the moment it is limited contact, i used to text him.....i dont anymore, he never replied anyway......he is never going to care for me the way i care about him.......dont even know if its sanity to care about him the way i do...because he drives me nuts........havent really had that before...but yep he drives me crazy...because i feel so awkward around him and out of control i hav eno control over a simple thing liek heart beats...they just go spastic....so i relate what you are going through, the only difference is....no man or no woman for that matter is worth losing your life over, life is more important than that, might not seem that way for you you will see hopefully she aint worht it matey.....

 

 

considering i have nearly died........it wasnt over a man.....will never be over a man....i just got tired.......so if you are feeling tired victor i have been there......

 

tired of trying,tired of living , i felt like a 100 year old woman in a thirty year old body..... seeing bullying, hate, abuse......and being disappointed.......but i made it victor...needed help to survive but i did.....i had to accept the help obviously, so i allowed others to keep me alive by medical intervention....and i prayed my little heart out to help me get through and i am here now chatting to you ....

 

 

 

posting to you victor,with hope in my heart i can help you like i was helped by people who showed me caring, compassion and understanding....would not have made it otherwise......at least until we get you some proper help....because i fail sometimes victor...and if i were to fail with you...it would hit me hard...so allow me to help , try to keep your mind open....dont shut me out....and we will work together.......that woman your ex, isnt worth your tears .........you are important , you deserve to have happiness and i sure as crap validate your sadness....when things dont work out it sucks big time.....lets work through that together......it is late here in oz and i need to sleep ....tired deb...so huge hugs to you....and ill see you again tomorrow same time same bat channel.....smilin atcha...deb

[todreaminblue]

“It is possible that God says every morning, “Do it again” to the sun; and every evening, “Do it again” to the moon. It may not be automatic necessity that makes all daisies alike; it may be that God makes every daisy separately, but has never got tired of making them. .....gk chesterton........

 

 

you are unique victor, a product of ancestory that goes back to the beginning of everything....without you in the world.....this world is not complete..and god in his infinite wisdom and love has made it so, because you matter not just to the people around you, but the people that you have yet to meet............my new quote of the day written just for you, by yep me..deborah

[unknow]

“It is possible that God says every morning, “Do it again” to the sun; and every evening, “Do it again” to the moon. It may not be automatic necessity that makes all daisies alike; it may be that God makes every daisy separately, but has never got tired of making them. .....gk chesterton........

 

 

you are unique victor, a product of ancestory that goes back to the beginning of everything....without you in the world.....this world is not complete..and god in his infinite wisdom and love has made it so, because you matter not just to the people around you, but the people that you have yet to meet............my new quote of the day written just for you, by yep me..deborah[/Quote] watch out or if you continue like this i might ask you for marriage :bunny:

Edited March 8, 2013 by unknow

[todreaminblue]

watch out or if you continue like this i might ask you for marriage :bunny:

 

 

I am probably your mother's age victor, but thank you, i appreciate that you would throw a compliment to this prehistoric gal......glad to see you smile........hugs.....deb

[todreaminblue]

i am going to bed now i hope that you had one more smile than yesterday and hope two more smiles tomorrow....hugses..feelin sleepy ate too much brown rice.....:bunny: with no rabbit .....;0)..deb

[todreaminblue]

 

 

here comes the sun victor by nina.....listen to the words and just drift away for a while....hugs....deb

[unknow]

 

 

here comes the sun victor by nina.....listen to the words and just drift away for a while....hugs....deb

 

hey deb thank you i love nina

but my mood doesnt match it so much ive been listening to your fellow countrymans from silverchair alot

 

i heard that the vocalist is a tv show host nowdays in downunder O.o is it true?

Well i dont know iff you even like silverchair probably not..its kinda depressing and you are always happy

 

how are you by the way ?

Edited March 9, 2013 by unknow

[todreaminblue]

hey deb thank you i love nina

but my mood doesnt match it so much ive been listening to your fellow countrymans from silverchair alot

 

i heard that the vocalist is a tv show host nowdays in downunder O.o is it true?

Well i dont know iff you even like silverchair probably not..its kinda depressing and you are always happy

 

how are you by the way ?

 

 

Never been a huge silverchair fan....i dotn watch much tv actually anymore, so i dotn know if he is a tv personality i love this type of music more portishead especially this one

 

 

 

 

 

i am fine victor i am actually happy today, for real, the thing with me victor i can be so down, the gutter is my friend down, and i will still smile, i can be in physical pain and i will laugh......

 

 

so theres this situation i believe that makes me put a smile on my face victor,here it is....

 

 

 

You could be standing next to someone, or i could be standing next to someone ,so down, so lost , feeling hopeless, and not know it, not have any idea....think that person looks bubbly and smiley and not have a care in the world,and that person is actually waiting for just one smile from you , from me from anyone, and they keep smiling waiting for it to happen, then no-one smiles at them ,

 

 

 

they go home they put away their shopping and think to themselves maybe i didnt smile for long enough, maybe i am invisible and no one can see me, maybe i am too fat, too unattractive and ugly for someone to smile at me......

 

 

 

 

i will never be that person who does not offer a smile....... i give them free of charge no matter if i have had a day that was crap , no matter what i feel, i can do one thing.....through it all...i can smile.....i will always smile back at you victor no matter if i am tired drained happy or sad....a smile is just a curve that i can give you and something that i am happy to give....and if i smile enough through bad times, they just seem to be not so bad anymore.......smilin......

 

 

 

i did a talk in church today , was meant to be second speaker but had to get up and go first,i was so nervous victor the guy I really like was there, my friends were there, and it meant a lot to me to get the words right...because they were so gracefully written by an inspiring man I truly believe and respect.......and through my jellyfish voice that was wobbling all over the place i did it.......and everyone was so supportive after i felt so happy one because it was over and two because i think they really did like how i said the words..and they told me i said them well.... so that was my day today......its my favorite day of the week......sunday.......

 

 

i have given you one of my fave songs by portishead above it is pretty melancholy but has beautiful lyrics and i give you another one with graceful lyrics for you to listen too.....

 

 

 

 

i was todl to listen to this song by someone special to me.......so i give it to you its a wonderful song........hugs victor....debxo

[unknow]

Never been a huge silverchair fan....i dotn watch much tv actually anymore, so i dotn know if he is a tv personality i love this type of music more portishead especially this one

 

 

 

 

 

i am fine victor i am actually happy today, for real, the thing with me victor i can be so down, the gutter is my friend down, and i will still smile, i can be in physical pain and i will laugh......

 

 

so theres this situation i believe that makes me put a smile on my face victor,here it is....

 

 

 

You could be standing next to someone, or i could be standing next to someone ,so down, so lost , feeling hopeless, and not know it, not have any idea....think that person looks bubbly and smiley and not have a care in the world,and that person is actually waiting for just one smile from you , from me from anyone, and they keep smiling waiting for it to happen, then no-one smiles at them ,

 

 

 

they go home they put away their shopping and think to themselves maybe i didnt smile for long enough, maybe i am invisible and no one can see me, maybe i am too fat, too unattractive and ugly for someone to smile at me......

 

 

 

 

i will never be that person who does not offer a smile....... i give them free of charge no matter if i have had a day that was crap , no matter what i feel, i can do one thing.....through it all...i can smile.....i will always smile back at you victor no matter if i am tired drained happy or sad....a smile is just a curve that i can give you and something that i am happy to give....and if i smile enough through bad times, they just seem to be not so bad anymore.......smilin......

 

 

 

i did a talk in church today , was meant to be second speaker but had to get up and go first,i was so nervous victor the guy I really like was there, my friends were there, and it meant a lot to me to get the words right...because they were so gracefully written by an inspiring man I truly believe and respect.......and through my jellyfish voice that was wobbling all over the place i did it.......and everyone was so supportive after i felt so happy one because it was over and two because i think they really did like how i said the words..and they told me i said them well.... so that was my day today......its my favorite day of the week......sunday.......

 

 

i have given you one of my fave songs by portishead above it is pretty melancholy but has beautiful lyrics and i give you another one with graceful lyrics for you to listen too.....

 

 

 

 

i was todl to listen to this song by someone special to me.......so i give it to you its a wonderful song........hugs victor....debxo

 

omg deb i love that song from portishead..is not much alike silverchair portshead is one of the pioner bands to start a whole new genre called "trip-hop" i think you know that.....im actually a huge trip hop fan and any similar genre related to it like nu-jazz,all kinds of chillout,ambient,lounge, even some classy dnb...i felt in love with a genre called IDM ( not edm) im on my cellphone i get the links latter to show you i got a beautiful music to exchange with this last song that u send me too ^^

[todreaminblue]

omg deb i love that song from portishead..is not much alike silverchair portshead is one of the pioner bands to start a whole new genre called "trip-hop" i think you know that.....im actually a huge trip hop fan and any similar genre related to it like nu-jazz,all kinds of chillout,ambient,lounge, even some classy dnb...i felt in love with a genre called IDM ( not edm) im on my cellphone i get the links latter to show you i got a beautiful music to exchange with this last song that u send me too ^^

 

 

cool victor yes i am a bit of a music buff ...i have eclectic tastes.....words mean a lot to me......when i go out i would if i could permanently glue earphones on my head........theres soemthing about listening to music that is heartfelt with beautiful lyrics in the great outdoors.......just makes sense to me....

 

 

i also love nick cave he si a straight up lyricist with an awesome talent his voice reverberates through the lyrics that si quite unique...heres two of his hits....and a b side for you......

 

 

 

 

Nick Cave - To be by your side ( lyrics ) - YouTube

 

 

 

 

 

would love to share music with you so post away my friend.......my music might seem a little sad ....there si beauty in sadness, its an emotion that needs to be felt and to exist to know and feel true happiness and appreciate joy when it comes your way you have to know sadness..sucks a bit huh.;0).there is always a balance in life and love victor.......you have sadness at the moment....but there are moments in your future you will have joy and most often it will be when you least expect it.catch you unawares and lift your spirit..pass your music on when you are ready.....ill listen to it..:bunny:...deb