Lillygoose Posted March 17, 2013 Share Posted March 17, 2013 I feel like I have amazed myself, It will be one month NC on wednesday. YAY! It has been a roller-coaster.. still the rest of my life to go! It does get easier apart from the odd day every now and then...I miss him and find myself wondering back on to here for some support. He doesn't deserve my time of day. I under stand that now. SO WHY ON EARTH DO I MISS HIM! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Minadee Posted March 17, 2013 Share Posted March 17, 2013 Well done Lillygoose! Super proud of you, I only wish i'll be strong enough to go a month without speaking some day! Link to post Share on other sites
Author Lillygoose Posted March 18, 2013 Author Share Posted March 18, 2013 Just had really crappy news! Well his new girlfriend is pregnant! I've heard this through a friend I don't know whether or not it's 100% true! I feel sick! We have been broken up 3.5 months and they have only been together since feb seeing each other before that when we where together. I know I should feel happy that I'm not in that relationship Why am I so fussed. Is it because I wanted children with him? Not anymore Today's a bad day x Link to post Share on other sites
TaraMaiden Posted March 18, 2013 Share Posted March 18, 2013 It may not really be 'him' you miss. It may be the idea of a close and intimate companion with whom to build good memories, you miss. Well, if she IS pregnant, that opens up a whole can of worms for him...If this is true, you cannot know that they're deeply happy about it - it could be the worst shock news of his life....They haven't been in a relationship all that long, and this means, whatever happens to them, he is tied to her for life, because he was dumb enough to spill it without a jacket on. Good. I hope this becomes the mill-stone round his neck which sees him the poorer every month for child support. He's made his bed - now he's going to have to lie in it. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Lillygoose Posted March 18, 2013 Author Share Posted March 18, 2013 It may not really be 'him' you miss. It may be the idea of a close and intimate companion with whom to build good memories, you miss. Well, if she IS pregnant, that opens up a whole can of worms for him...If this is true, you cannot know that they're deeply happy about it - it could be the worst shock news of his life....They haven't been in a relationship all that long, and this means, whatever happens to them, he is tied to her for life, because he was dumb enough to spill it without a jacket on. Good. I hope this becomes the mill-stone round his neck which sees him the poorer every month for child support. He's made his bed - now he's going to have to lie in it. Tara! He's messaged me again! Asking about sending post and my new address. I want to text him back, an just give him my address. But I don't want to give him the time of day! He lost his job today so did his mum, an you know from previous threads how they acted! Everyone saying its deserved. Yet I feel bad for the poor guy! I'm doing the right thing NC, I know he's moved on so I just want to heal and move on.... And maybe when he's matured and ten years down the line. We can be friends, but right now after four months it's still raw! Xx Link to post Share on other sites
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