What do you wish you could tell your xAP but you know you shouldn't?

[ViresSanctity]

There's a thread on Dickwads which I think is great! But I wanted to make one for a different spectrum of emotion. One that you can say anything you want but know you shouldn't whether you are in NC, semi-NC, friends only etc.

 

Here's mine:

 

It aches my heart to hear you in pain over me right now. I want to reply to you and tell you I'd love to continue our illicit affair like nothing had happened, but I know I won't. No matter how much I love you, you are always going to be a world apart from me. Remember when you talked about your husband and we were at odds when you told me, "People's nature cannot be changed," and I disagreed. Now I see the folly of my ways. Even if I do take you back, I cannot pretend any longer that you and I could progress into any meaningful relationship that satisfies me. You will continue to make false promises and lies that I can see right through and I will continue to resent you.

 

Although I expressed my resentment of being with you, you were the one that initiated NC. I thank you for taking that responsibility off of me. I did not however expected you to falter and break it off so quickly with me. At times I am happy to hear you still miss me, I'm also miserable knowing what cannot be. I cannot give you my spill of happily ever after promises with you anymore because I'm not in that fantasy world anymore. You made your bed, now you have to sleep in it. We both do. I had asked you if you were sure about this and warned you there is no looking back after. The door will close. I didn't want you to regret it but I don't get me wrong, I totally agreed with your decision. You won't find a guy like me ever again and regret will never change that. Regret cannot bring a person back from the dead. That is simply reality.

[RickFox]

Dear N,

 

Ph*ck you. You weren't even worth this message.

[ViresSanctity]

VS, you're a top bloke.

 

You're a sweetie pie

[Goodbye]

You've been a part of my life for 27 years. You have no idea how hard it is to think you are gone forever from my heart. It is so difficult to squash the hopes that someday we will wake up every morning together and take care of each other. I have never loved anyone the way I love you. You will have my heart forever, and I don't know what to do about that. You have a million dollar brain with a ten cent screw missing. I hope someday you find it and live an honest life.

[Lostinlife4now]

There's a thread on Dickwads which I think is great! But I wanted to make one for a different spectrum of emotion. One that you can say anything you want but know you shouldn't whether you are in NC, semi-NC, friends only etc.

 

Here's mine:

 

It aches my heart to hear you in pain over me right now. I want to reply to you and tell you I'd love to continue our illicit affair like nothing had happened, but I know I won't. No matter how much I love you, you are always going to be a world apart from me. Remember when you talked about your husband and we were at odds when you told me, "People's nature cannot be changed," and I disagreed. Now I see the folly of my ways. Even if I do take you back, I cannot pretend any longer that you and I could progress into any meaningful relationship that satisfies me. You will continue to make false promises and lies that I can see right through and I will continue to resent you.

 

Although I expressed my resentment of being with you, you were the one that initiated NC. I thank you for taking that responsibility off of me. I did not however expected you to falter and break it off so quickly with me. At times I am happy to hear you still miss me, I'm also miserable knowing what cannot be. I cannot give you my spill of happily ever after promises with you anymore because I'm not in that fantasy world anymore. You made your bed, now you have to sleep in it. We both do. I had asked you if you were sure about this and warned you there is no looking back after. The door will close. I didn't want you to regret it but I don't get me wrong, I totally agreed with your decision. You won't find a guy like me ever again and regret will never change that. Regret cannot bring a person back from the dead. That is simply reality.

 

 

I had nothing nice to say to him or about him. But I did tell him to his face that he is a "LOSER"! All Mr. Wonderful and Perfect and living with his "PRINCIPLES"! Yeah right....Principles....JOKE!

 

 

He is the smallest man I have ever met....And I don't mean in height!

[sunshine63]

I am still very much in the angry phase. . . so I can't really think of anything nice to say to you with sincerity.

 

So, these are my thoughts right now: You are a coward and a loser. You were not very good in bed and I "faked" - more than once.

 

You are where you want to be. I hope you are happy and don't gag from that choke-chain you are going to have around your neck for the rest of your life!