blue17 Posted September 23, 2004 Share Posted September 23, 2004 f*** I just had a terrible day today.....just a combination of little things is leaving me really upset. As continuation from last night.....in the soccer game we were winning 3-1 at half time....game was in control then somehow they got 4 goals and won 5-3. Terrible ending to Wednesday which was otherwise a great day. Had an accounting test today which I didn't study for....found some of the stuff hard, prolly didn't get a good mark. Yesterday I met this cute girl in the bus, we were talking and stuff, lots of laughing and smiling and overall a good time. She said she was going to the same workshop as me at school today....and that she'd see me there. I saw her after, and she was with a friend. She talked with me for like a minute or two...then sort of seemed more interested in talking with her friend and she kinda blew me off....she said like 'what are you doing now, bussing home?" I'm like "ya prolly in a bit." then she said "ok see ya later." I dunno i thought things were going good yesterday then today she didn't really seem interested in talking or anything.....so i was kinda disappointed. Then right afterwards I went to a table where a couple of casual friends of mine were sitting. Right there i saw this girl that I emailed at the end of school last year asking if she wanted to hang out outside of school...and she never even had the courtesy to reply. We used to have a lot of fun just talking and stuff....and now I am angry at her for not even replying....and I have to pretend like I don't know her. She does the same...and it feels really awkward...especially since she sometimes hangs out sometimes with the casual friends. So i started chattign with my buds....and one of them has alrdy made a couple friends. They were talking...having a good time...and I just realized "in 3 weeks there have been lots of ppl who have been friendly and stuff....but I haven't even made friend." It made me really upset cuz I don't even have a group of friends to hang out with right now....and in 3 weeks i haven't even made more than a couple casual acquiantences. Then I see a couple others making new friends and I just feel lame. I don't know maybe my only option is introduce myself to my buddies new friends and maybe hang out with them....but still i have a feeling i'll seem like more of a 'friend of a friend' to this group, and i've alrdy been down that road before. Anyways I know I am babbling....but thx for listening, it's been a terrible day Link to post Share on other sites
LoNeR sLoNeR Posted September 24, 2004 Share Posted September 24, 2004 Sounds like one hell of a day! I kinda know how you feel. Lately things have really sucked for me. I dunno, maybe we just need to stop dwelling on the things that piss us off so much, and think about the good things in life. Hope everything gets better for you Link to post Share on other sites
jesusfist Posted October 7, 2004 Share Posted October 7, 2004 got a punching bag? try and punch a hole through it. UNLEASH THE ANGER lol Link to post Share on other sites
Papillon Posted October 7, 2004 Share Posted October 7, 2004 Coulda been worse. You'll have worse. Just chill. Things are ok. Link to post Share on other sites
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