jqke Posted May 17, 2013 Share Posted May 17, 2013 Hi folks, I will try to be brief and accurate. All my apologies for any mistakes i could write, this isn't my mother tongue. I'm 24 guy, shy, like really shy, and i'm trying to make my way "out" of it. Therefor, i signed up for theater classes... Huge step, being close to other people, physically, touching them, doing "strange" stuff... Definitely not what i'm used to. There was that girl, way too pretty for me i believe, i never expected anything. One day, she added me on FaceBook. Thought she might be one of these FB maniacs adding anyone that comes across. Then things moved on. I think we were kind of flirting, but like really slightly. I didn't realized it at first, but anyway, why would she has any interest in a guy like me ? Things got more serious then. We ended up sleeping together, or should i say, she slept and i tried to. We were just in the same bed, "sleeping", sometimes hugging and having our hands slowly moving onto each other. It was strange, terribly unusual, and yet i kinda liked it. It happend severals times... I'm scared, so scared... Scared of everything. Scared of her, of what's coming next, of what she expects from me that i don't know, of doing anything wrong, or in a wrong way, that would push her away... I am scared of forcing myself going further, to discover new things that i'm afraid to like so much and/or getting so close to her that i would be a total mess the day she would leave me. She is the first one showing intrest in me. I can't get why, i can't see what, in myself, can be of any interest to her, to anyone actually. Thanks for reading. Link to post Share on other sites
Gambit123 Posted May 17, 2013 Share Posted May 17, 2013 That totally blows buddy. You sound like me... I had the exact same thing years and years ago. Haha she ended up breaking my heart... And I got really hung up on it. Meh best advise I can give you (easier said than done) is dont give a about what she thinks about you. You can't control her feelings so what care, it's upto her if she likes you. And she is clearly hot for you bigtime. Just concentrate on what feels good for you, and your needs and wants. If you care about pleasing so much you will self sabotage. And mess it up anyways. Just roll with it, go for what you want, do what feels right not giving a hoot about her. Link to post Share on other sites
Gambit123 Posted May 17, 2013 Share Posted May 17, 2013 Oh yeah..... Kick her off the pedestal. She's just a person, and definitely not better than you. Your awesome buddy Link to post Share on other sites
dougmccoy Posted May 20, 2013 Share Posted May 20, 2013 just let it flow man. give it time. =) Link to post Share on other sites
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