Moemone Posted May 20, 2013 Share Posted May 20, 2013 Seating here crying! Crying my heart out, came back here to read these comments. I did break NC after writing that. I remember this guy coming to see me at my place once for a few mins we sat In his car and I had not seen him for a week plus, I was hoping at the time that he came to see me so we can chill and spend a night together but he only came for a few mins no make out and I got sad and angry because I wanted to be with him longer and even while he came for a few mins he was texting on his phone and when he left I called him and told him I thought we were going to spend more time together I told him I felt bad that he was on his phone in the borrowed time. He called and said he don't understand me and hang up I called back and I text him the same thing and then he text saying He was speaking to his gf ( lie) He said : you know what? I am sorry! I am sorry I came to see you and I am sort I called. That rip my heart out I just wanted him to understand that I missed him a lot and I was hoping he would just say the word and I text back saying : Well fine don't call and don't come to see me if that's what I mean to you I get it. Enjoy your life! And I am sorry I took your call he didn't call back though.. I cried my heart out I felt guilty I felt like he was trying and maybe I wasn't satisfied that moment I knew it wouldn't work. I just kept wondering all day that day what did I do wrong or here we go again. Crying crying. In so much pain and it hurts seeing that he didn't care... Link to post Share on other sites
Author Moemone Posted May 20, 2013 Author Share Posted May 20, 2013 I tried to post this under my very first thread. It's over I couldn't handle the person I was with him and he couldn't handle her either I wanted to be one and only and I behaved like it and a lot of times he would have to remind me that I wasn't her, I was exposed to all the chatting women in my face that I constantly accused and assume that behind my back he was doing things or putting me off for the others. What can I say No respect no trust just lust... Either way it would go down hill The person I was with him was not fit for an affair she wanted to be first and demand it yep she did and he would say to grow up and he say he is trying with me he did but I guess I still wanted more than he could give because what he gave was an affair or within affair criteria I should say Thanks for reading just writing how I feel since this is the best place to vent. I look forward to getting over this Link to post Share on other sites
LadyLee Posted May 20, 2013 Share Posted May 20, 2013 Awwww Moemone, I'm sorry that you are hurting, it does stink! I'm having a hard one myself today. Use this to validate the reasons that this relationship is NOT working for you. Tell urself all of the reasons why this is no good. Hang in there. I'm sorry. Lee Link to post Share on other sites
Author Moemone Posted May 20, 2013 Author Share Posted May 20, 2013 Lee I look so so forward to being happy and thinking different, I look forward to controlling my self and my emotions. Still trying with the emotions part. I believe in my heart that I will be a better woman soon and ill be proud of me. I read your story. It a bit comforting knowing that you're not alone but it's just sad to know people are hurting like you or worse. Link to post Share on other sites
stillafool Posted May 20, 2013 Share Posted May 20, 2013 Why do you continue to let this guy use you and treat you bad? Let him go. He already has a gf doesn't he? It's clear he is just using you and you are letting him. Change your phone number, do anything but pull yourself up and stop being his doormat. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Moemone Posted May 20, 2013 Author Share Posted May 20, 2013 I have no questions can't answer for my self? I don't know why. All I can say is soon Link to post Share on other sites
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