What's wrong with her?

[robson921]

So I went with this beautiful and sweet Jamaican girl on date, she lives15 minutes away from me. by the way I'm 21 and she is 23. I went to public library to pick her up because weather was awful ( almost raining all day). I meet her online but we text and talking before for a few months, it was our first time in real life. So I dressed nice clothes to show respect for her, by this time when I entered the public library my hands were shaking personally I'm a little bit shy... told her that she can find me in a cd's section. After a while she came to me smiling and gave me a hug when this happened I already knew that really falling for her. Since it was raining I took her to Dunkin Donuts. I told her that she look so beautiful and I really like her because she is wonderful person. So while we were on our way to DD she started compliment me that I'm smart, sweet, handsome and good driver then we talked about our interest families and stuff like that. I'm always gentleman so I keep the doors open for her even car doors and she seems to like it. Let her ordered what she wants cos I paid for everything then we sat down and she wanted to see my DL picture and she was excited so then she let me see her ID since she don't have DL and started telling me please don't make fun of me cos i look stupid and ugly... But really i love her picture... I looked deep in her eyes and she was always smiling and blinking looking on me, must say that love her smile. After rain stop took her to Elizabeth Rose Park Garden. She really like my accent always tell me that like it and it makes me unique... At the moment point that she is shy and I'm personally too but we talked it wasn't like silence but said Filip you need not to be shy... What can I do with this? Then when we go out of my car we walked hand in hand and she cuddled to my left arm and started telling me that she is so comfortable multiple times it blew me away I felt so good when she admitted it. Then we started talking about different things and she hug me and started getting closer to me looking deep into our eyes. I felt that i could do everything for her treat her like a queen it was kinda hard after we hug for a while i was aroused so you know...(get erection) so kept distance because i was afraid if she notice but i think she did might think that i want sex or something but I don't even thought about it I was so freaking comfortable when she was in my arms. then she told me that she dressed like a bum but she was fine for me i tell her that look gorgeous. We head out to the car cos it was dark after 9 PM and we talked for like an hour or more and then she suddenly asked me if I'm a virgin I tell her no because i was in relationships before I know its not good to ask her about the same thing but she is not. Ten next thing to me Have you ever date a black girl I said yes because I did one time for like a 2 years or so. I said sex is sex and she respond yeah its Icebreaker so I didn't know if she wants to talk about it or not or just want sex i didn't want to make awkward situation what do you think? Then she grab my hand and again telling me that my skin is so soft and my hands are warm, but anyways her hands was kinda cold but i like it her skin was like cashmere nice small hands then she point out that we cannot be shy to each other. I gave her ride home after 10 we talked and she tell me to text her when I get home and give me a hug I did before that I asked her out on another date that we can hangout together and she said of course. I get a message that night "Thank you Filip I had a great time" Please help me do you think that she is into me? It's appropriate to touch her face and hair and most important give her a kiss in the lips? I don't know if this should help show her that I'm not shy. I couldn't sleep well thinking about her every minute I really felt so good around her and miss her presence and sweet voice. She even took pictures of us together. I called her to say thank you that we meet and that i miss her she said Oh that so cute you are such a sweet heart. I don't want to lose her i fall in love with her but I am afraid because she went cold and quiet few days after we meet didn't respond to my messages maybe sometimes, I didn't say that I love her to her face or something but I felt like in heaven when I was with her. Please help me what do you think about her I can't even focus everyday at work, at home I always thinking about her love her so much want to treat her like queen and she did such things to me its kinda stupid... What should I really do? Before we txt everyday talk on the phone and she even told me everyday that we should meet but few days after our time together I'm so sad and don't want to exist cos i dont know where I meet someone like her when I felt so great. She likes my post on fb, but her post are stupid and childish I was gentleman never said any bad words when I was with her.

 

Her fb posts I don't have any clue what she means:

 

Stranger in my Face... Says he knows me.. Creeped out stalkerish

 

lolololol... funniest conversation ever, when u get bold with a guy and they suddenly back out like they didn't mean it like that, all backed into a corner...lucky im a sweetheart cause if not then #@$%ZZZ.....! I could b a jerk 2