pedwin Posted October 11, 2004 Share Posted October 11, 2004 Hi there everyone!!!!!! It's me Pedwin!!!! When I logged on and saw all the new people my heart sank. I am so sorry there are so many broken hearts. I am still going to the doctor and have no answers except one "NO CANCER"!!! That he can tell anyway. The next step will be a spinal tap. How is everyone doing?????? I took a break because the computer gives me a headache but I miss you guys!!! My H has been very supportive but he is working a lot of hours. No red flags that I can see except in my heart. Will I ever totally trust him again? Write and tell me how ya'll are doing. Keep me busy BIG HUGS! Pedwin 1 Link to post Share on other sites
StillHurtin Posted October 12, 2004 Share Posted October 12, 2004 WHOOHOOO!!! NO CANCER!!! That is AWESOME!!! I have been thinking about you and how you are doing. I am glad that the test results came back neg for cancer. What a BIG relief! I am sorry I haven't emailed you in so long. I will need to sit down and take some time to do that. And to answer your ?, it is hard to earn that trust back. A year and a half later I still ? dh about where he is going ect. It takes a lot. I think one of these days we will be able to trust again. I sure hope so anyhow! Take care! Link to post Share on other sites
whichwayisup Posted October 12, 2004 Share Posted October 12, 2004 Hey Pedwin and I'm so happy to hear that you are OK!!! That is such amazing news!! I'm sure no matter what, this cancer scare has brought you and your husband closer. I know the trust will have to be built up in time...But with your great news I'm sure he's so happy that you are FINE and HEALTHY!!! Link to post Share on other sites
Author pedwin Posted October 12, 2004 Author Share Posted October 12, 2004 Hi there, Not healthy yet!! there are many more test to come. It has brought us closer. I think he was really scared and I'm sure he felt guilty over the heartache he caused me to go through. Will all this pass and he go back to his cheating ways??? Who knows. We are still in therapy and he hasn't missed one yet. Even when I'm to sick to go, he goes and they call me on the phone. I'm glad I didn't leave in the beginning. I don't know what I would have done being on my own. I would have had to quit any job I had because I wouldn't have been able to work. I'm sure he is getting sick of me being sick but he hasn't let it show. I hope this doesn't drive him to someone else. If it does there is nothing I can do about it. All I can say is be careful of the choices you make because what goes around comes around. Thanks for all the well wishes. You guys are great!!! Pedwin Link to post Share on other sites
izzybelle Posted October 12, 2004 Share Posted October 12, 2004 pedwin, i can't tell you how happy i am that your husband has been there for you. i think i may have been posting under a different name when your ordeal started (long story) and i remember your story. i had cancer, now almost 5 years ago, and my husband tried to be there for me. but his version of support was more draining than supportive and there is nothing worse than needing someone to be there for you and be strong for you and still be left feeling totally and completely alone. i wish you luck and health and hope that the rest of your tests all come back with good results and you can get youself and your life back. as for what will happen with your husband? hard to say but take this as a sign that he really does love you! Link to post Share on other sites
Author pedwin Posted October 13, 2004 Author Share Posted October 13, 2004 I'm curious, send me an email and tell me your name before I'm glad to hear you are a cancer survivor. If you don't mind me asking where did you have cancer? What did your husband do to make you feel alone? Are you two still together? Pedwin Link to post Share on other sites
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