Angelpie Posted October 17, 2004 Share Posted October 17, 2004 I have had a miserable birthday. I spent the entire day thinking about Jane and Ann and Gordon. I have gone to their house to celebrate my birthday for years (probably 8 years) and this year all I did was cry to myself and hide the fact that I was miserable to my other friend who was trying to make it a good day for me. I spent half the time hating Jane &the gang for everything and half the time expecting them to send me a ecard or email or something. I got nothing from them. I was there to help raise those kids for most of there life. I was there more than their father was! I was the one they always talked to. I was the one they told their problems and secrets to. And I didnt even get a note to say happy birthday. I don't know whether to cry, scream, hate them or crawl into bed and pull the blankets over my head. I know that it was my choice to end this friendship but sometimes I wish I could take it back. I would at least like to know that they are thinking about me once in a while, that my friendship meant something to them. We were friends for 17 years and I feel like they could care less about the ending of our friendship. I know I am whining but I have been miserable for 2 days now So I figured whining would help....thanks for letting me vent. Link to post Share on other sites
deb0735 Posted October 21, 2004 Share Posted October 21, 2004 You've had the good fortune of giving love and support. There's a reward in that---even if it doen't come back in equal measure. You have the benefit of loving and giving. Cheers. Link to post Share on other sites
deb0735 Posted October 21, 2004 Share Posted October 21, 2004 Oh, I forgot. I wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday. It probably doesn't mean much because it's not from someone you want to hear it from, but it's meant well all the same. I'm a fellow Libra. Let's hope next year is better for both of us! Link to post Share on other sites
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