loverindistance Posted July 15, 2013 Share Posted July 15, 2013 (edited) Hi there, i'm new here, I was hoping I could find some stress relieving answers from people who are in the same cookie jar as I am.. On the 20th of October 2012, after just a week from my three year break up I met this Sicilian guy.. I melted at his stare the first time I saw him.. we’ve been together since, and after 6 months of our relationship he received a phone call from his father asking him for assistance in his company. He left.. and our relationship turned to long distance. The change was an impact.. even though we haven’t been together for so long.. as soon as he left I felt like I can’t keep up with it so I broke up with him.. or at least tried. He asked me to give it a try before judging what’s wrong and right. And I did. We see each other once in 3 to 4 weeks, and I have to admit he spoils me .. whenever I’m with him the world stops .. he even got me a diamond solitaire. Paid for my flights, and came to my country.. whenever I’m there he takes me out, doesn’t leave my hand and I feel relieved. Tranquil.. happy. As soon as I leave and the effect of being together goes… gloom.. and the situation haunts me… especially on weekends. We both go out with friends. Until early morning hours.. and when I go out I feel bad seeing people with their loved ones. Also it seems everywhere I go I bump into my ex. We speak just as friends nowadays. And he admits he misses me.. and I admit sometimes when I’m alone my mind starts to race grand prix thoughts, and I ask myself… I wonder what’s he doing there, I wonder if he ever touched someone else.. and I feel like I want to get back at ‘’him’’ because of my thoughts, just to be on top of the situation… Whenever I’m with him he’s such a wonderful man.. you know… Italians all romantic and educated.. but whenever he isn’t…. who knows? I just wouldn’t like to waste time.. it’s my first LDR.. and I don’t believe in fairy tales. I see movies that give me hope.. but then again i’ve never seen one based on a true story. Are LDRs a fantasy? Should I let him go and move on with someone I can actually be with.. hold.. and kiss every day? Edited July 15, 2013 by loverindistance left some words out Link to post Share on other sites
kelly_wandering Posted July 18, 2013 Share Posted July 18, 2013 Why can't you move to him? Link to post Share on other sites
Author loverindistance Posted July 19, 2013 Author Share Posted July 19, 2013 Because i have a 7 year old son which i can never leave behind me. Link to post Share on other sites
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