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Ok, so recently my fella of nearly 2 years broke up with me, he told me that i'd been the only thing thats right for him.

What does that mean?? it's been picking at my brain for a week.

His reason for breaking up was that he didn't feel the same way as he used too.

Unfortunatly we lived together so i am currently staying in the spare room. I asked place to crash but the only person that said i could was someone that used me for sex.

 

I've spoken to my ex and he thanked me for being grown up about it, which i can speak calmly to him about random stuff, I do get upset but I won't show it infront of him as i don't want him to see that im hurt, I don't want him to feel guilty.

 

This may sound cheesy but he is the one i knew that years before we started dating. I class him as my first as my first i got used for.

 

I think i have a problem as i'm barely eating or sleeping and when i do sleep, i cry myself to sleep.

I'm a Ex-self harmer and every days a struggle.

 

I just don't know what to do. He has a daughter from a previous relationship who i am very fond off. But i feel awkward now as i don't know how to act around her.

 

This is the basics and i was hoping i could get some advice. thanks all.

 

xXx--Fae--xXx

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