kareena Posted July 21, 2013 Share Posted July 21, 2013 The ultimate solution is to distance myself from everything so I have decided to go home,if I'm a million miles away I'll get the clarity I need. I was against the idea at first because I was worried that it might not be good for my substance abuse problem and I didn't want to deal with my relatives but the only way I'm going to get better is if I stay away from MM,far far away. I haven't been home in so long I wonder how it will be this time,maybe I'll meet some nice guy from my culture,who knows!! MM was from my culture and background,we shared a language,a religious belief and a culture.Part of the reason why I felt entitled to have him,I felt like I had the right more than his W because we come from the same place so it was like he belonged with me not her anyway I'm just blabbing now,I don't normally date outside my culture I should probably stick to that maybe going home will be good for me although I know I'll be a walking green card for guys there but whatever I need someone who can really understand me and where I come from. I love u guys,thanks for everything,I'll keep u posted.(((hugs))) Link to post Share on other sites
So happy together Posted July 21, 2013 Share Posted July 21, 2013 You do whatever you think will help you. Worry about your heart, your feelings, everything else will fall into place. Hang in there and keep your chin up. Keep us posted!! Link to post Share on other sites
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