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It's for my bday, I was mates with him first, seeing him doesnt set me back. He told me that he knows what she's like & I should tell her to f*ck off.

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It's for my bday, I was mates with him first, seeing him doesnt set me back. He told me that he knows what she's like & I should tell her to f*ck off.

 

I said that because you mentioned you would walk off. That would mean she could possibly show up. That is why I mentioned that it would be best to stay away from possile bump-ins.

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We are heading out into town for my bday. I don't think anything will happen, because she knows I'll be there and won't want to see me either. I'm just over analysing.

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Seriously, I haven't been able to stop thinking about her. I'm not going to contact her but I want to. I've gone round a mates but its not helping.

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Seriously, I haven't been able to stop thinking about her. I'm not going to contact her but I want to. I've gone round a mates but its not helping.

 

You're going to feel this way for awhile. This is normal. The bad feelings aren't just going to go away just because you went to a mate's house and you just had contact again so you opened that wound again.

 

If you want to contact her, go ahead. But I suggest you print out all your threads and read them. Maybe that will remind you of the abuse.

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We used to watch a program together, it was the last in the series tonight. We spoke about it on Saturday. I wanted to message her about it, but suppose it won't get me anywhere or help me.

 

I miss her. I'm an idiot for it

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