BrookeM Posted July 23, 2013 Share Posted July 23, 2013 (edited) I don't know why (maybe it's this so called "Super Moon" or something) but I can't stop thinking about him. Thought I'd get on LS and post about it before I did something I'll regret. I guess what bothers me so much is how someone could be so cold to me after how sweet, patient, and accommodating I was to him throughout the five months we saw each other. (Last Saturday he came up to me at a 5k I ran and at first he was cordial then he turned sour on me). Still don't understand why he bothered to approach me in the first place? As mentioned in my previous post, I never started drama with him or threatened to tell his family. When we parted ways, I left quietly. Sometimes I feel so strong and over it...then nights like tonight I feel the urge to break NC. He doesn't deserve one kind word out of me after everything he's put me through. I'm trying to stay strong! Edited July 23, 2013 by BrookeM rephrased a sentance Link to post Share on other sites
Author BrookeM Posted July 23, 2013 Author Share Posted July 23, 2013 (edited) Here, hopefully this will be a nice reminder of what you are missing: Yes ma'am, it was! Roller coaster emotions are a b****. I'm glad I have an outlet to vent to when I'm feeling irrational. I know better than to lose my dignity and break NC over a few hours of sadness. I've done well for this long and it's definitely leading to bigger and better things for me! Edited July 23, 2013 by BrookeM wanted to add Link to post Share on other sites
Goodbye Posted July 23, 2013 Share Posted July 23, 2013 Hang in there Brooke! You will definitely regret it if you call/text. I do think the moon is messing with everyone. I haven't read your whole story. What happened with his wife that he needed to suddenly run off? Link to post Share on other sites
ChasingCars Posted July 23, 2013 Share Posted July 23, 2013 Ugh, crud...I am so there with you. It's been building for a few days out of the blue and tonight is unbearable, I hadn't realized the moon is what it is. Think I will blame it on that. :/ Hand tight, I'd hold hands with you if I could. We can do this!! Link to post Share on other sites
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