She is moving in 2 days.

[evans711]

Let me start with some back round. This girl moved in downstairs from me about a year ago.

In the last few months I started to get know her and I was hooked.

I never let on about my feeling because I'm 10 yrs older, she is 30 I'm 40. I guess I was afraid of things being awkward if she didn't feel the same way.

I found out about 6 weeks ago she is moving to Florida for college.

Fast foward about a 2 weeks ago we were all sitting outside and we decided to all have a few drinks.

Long story short I drank way to much and spent about 3 hrs going between trying to get her to kiss me and telling her I didn't want her to leave. Sad thing was I drank so much I don't remember 95 percent of what she said. It's been a few years since I drank.

I apologized the next morning. We talked after that,but not about that night. I just don't know what to do. I can't stop thinking about her. I would go with her if she ever asked. She doesn't have a boyfriend and hasn't in the time she has lived downstairs.

I really think I'm in love with her. She isn't the prettiest girl but she has this amazing personality. It's like that movie shallow hal. Everytime I see her, her blue eye's just melt me.

I wrote her a letter basically telling her how I feel. My problem is I can think of the most eloquent things in my head. Putting them to paper is the problem.

So what I'm looking for is advice. Also if someone is good with writing letters is to take what I wrote and make it shine. I figure I get one shot at this.

Edited July 29, 2013 by evans711