Angry bird Posted August 21, 2013 Share Posted August 21, 2013 The past week has been a sad week. I am a lot less emotional and needy, but the emotional sadness is still there. I treated myself to a massage and mani/pedi. I purchased some new clothes (super cute stuff)...and all I could think was: oh I would love for him to see me in this, lol. My heart is still holding on to pieces of him. I know he doesn't deserve my heart at all, tho. I feel his sadness sometimes ( we always felt each others moods), and I've wanted to check p on him, but I don't think he would respond well to it...and plus, he needs to learn his lesson about relationships. You can't just "cut and run" and evade responsibility. I miss him. I miss his way of texting me when he was lovey-dovey and artistsy- fartsy. I loved how he would somedays pour his heart out to me like he was a little boy. Things I miss... But I know I'm better off. Link to post Share on other sites
Philosoraptor Posted August 21, 2013 Share Posted August 21, 2013 But I know I'm better off. That's what matters most, and what needs to be focused on as you allow yourself to heal. Continue to take care of yourself and take your focus off your ex, and things will start to get easier. Before you know it the clouds will disappear and the sun will shine brightly for you. “You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.” - Buddha 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Angry bird Posted August 21, 2013 Author Share Posted August 21, 2013 (edited) “You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.” - Buddha I like this quote I was telling my therapist, that his constant disrespect was pushing me to have to choose between him and me. Isn't it a shame when the person you love makes you choose between you or them? I begged him to stop doing what he was doing, because I wouldn't be able to stick around...and his behavior got worse. He didn't want me to stik around, perhaps. I'm dwelling a bit, taking the focus off him, is what I need now. Edited August 21, 2013 by Angry bird Link to post Share on other sites
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