a lil' dilemma in ma life hee...

[tony_arc]

well... at the beginning of last week i met this guy online (ima gay hee... to let u all noe) and well it was a quinkidink that he was in ma same skoo... lives in the area... and also he's the same age... and i never had a relationship so i wanted to make this werk... especially since i live in a area that is... "isolated" and i don't see much of my kind around haha...

well we met in skoo and talked for like 10 min after my second period class cuz thats all we usually have time to actually meet...

but i get this feelin' that it wont go far... ma frenz say he's shy cuz he don't speak much when ima face to face... not even online that much... but i have this feeling that it may not go as far as a relationship maibee like a small frenship cuz ima sorta use to havin' good things happen to me but yet turn bad at the end...

 

i don't think i would take it that well if that happens again.. cuz ive alwais held my hopes up for the other events but then all of a sudden it dun turn out well and... well ima left miserable... ive gotten thru the past events... but this time... the emotions got realli deep and it would realli shut me out if this happened again

 

ima realli shy and it seems that i realli can't keep a good conversation going on wit ppl i meet... online lets just say... so iono what i realli should do... i mean my regular frenz are fine... but wen we both met face to face... we were like... at the two separate poles of the earth... lol

 

any suggestions like... what i should do? hrm...

[Merin]

Huh?

 

I'm sorry.. I don't really understand what your question is?

 

You're gay and met this guy online that attends your school.. right?

So.. are you wondering IF he is also gay.. or do you know that he is also gay and you're hoping to persue a romantic relationship with him?

[tony_arc]

he's gay too.. i noe that... and i realli hope there can be a possibility of a relationship....