my family is mean and i have illness

[yellowgirl]

Hi

 

so my life sofar has been really bad.

 

I had a severe back injury when I was 22 and I had to spend 3 yrs to relearn to walk and have been going through horrible grueling pain and was told I might have a bad case of fibromyalgia.

 

I cant do a lot of things anymore due to the constant pain...

 

I thought I would recover from the injury, go to physical therapy and get things to gether and go back to college and det a degree and happy life.

 

I don't have a college degree because I had to leave college due to the injury

 

I have only 1 yr of college credits all together.

 

then in 2009 when I was still trying to recover I was under stress and my immune system failed me. and I was diagnosed with a life threatening autoimmune disease which I think I developed due to swime flu that was going around. its not hiv but ive had a very weak immune system.

 

im still not 100 percent sure whats happened exactly , it might be lupus but I have a lot of things to figure out with my health.

 

but because of that I developed aggressive life threatening drug resistant systemic infections in my blood stream. ive ben very sick and even rushed to the emergency room my ambulance a few times due to it and I couldn't breathe anymore..

 

I had severe symptoms I was having chills, seizures, night sweats, bladder issues, problems breathing breaking out in extreme rashes and flesh eating virus scabs and leaky hot to touch boils.

 

I developed confusion and short term memory loss sometimes depending on how bad the infection was.

 

I suffered a mild stroke from the infection last year and have been very sleeping trying to gain some energy for the last year.

 

 

im in horrible pain from the infections I have joint pain, inflammation, swelling in my feet , im lethargic

 

 

ive been bedridden most of the last yr since after my stroke.

 

I have not been able to work in the last 8 yrs between my mobility trouble and my life threatening illness.

 

never had the chance to go back to school. ive been too physically sick

 

I have trouble getting around. its one of the worst situations someone can be in....

 

I feel horribly sick.....

 

im 30 yrs old only and im too weak to go anywhere to do much. I live with my parents still and they don't do anything for me, they don't ask me how I am.

 

they have done zero things since I was diagnosed with my illness to help me. they never called one doctor, they never visited me at the hospital, never offered to pick up my medicine. they don't cook for me or do anything at home for me, they ignore me and never talk to me

 

they do talk to me when they want to yell at me or bully or make fun of me.

 

I have no there there for me whos been emotionally supportive of me, I almost died a few times. I don't know if my illness is going to be terminal. because it is life threatening....

 

I feel alone and have no one there for me. I have had to ask my parents to help me, and they wouldn't they would hang up the phone or ignore me or yell at me.

 

I have a few siblings and they don't care about me. one of them emotionally abuses me and manipulates me and makes fun of me being sick.

 

yes my siblings are all adults

 

 

the only real emotional support ive had in the past few yrs is from my doctors and from random message boards and chat rooms on the internet. I got so desperate for someone to vent or talk to that I go to the chat rooms sometimes looking for someone to tell about my day or get advice from.

 

 

 

when I have told my parents about my illness they yell at me and call me a liar. even tho I have a very severe illness and almost died and all my doctors were worried about me.

 

none of the medications helped because my infections are drug resistant

 

 

its horrible. after 2 yrs of crying every day I eventually stopped crying and became too tired to cry.

 

 

I have no friends because ive been homebound and not able to go and do much stuff for many yrs due to disability.

 

and I also have social anxiety disorder my whole life so im very shy and its hard for me to open up and click with people and be sociable. im really quiet in past social situation

 

so its not easy for me to just go out there and make some friends. and as of now my illness dosnt allow me to go out there and im too sick to be in crowds of people because I can get severe reactions from basic germs

 

so even at home I hang out in a separate room

 

I spent my 30th birthday this year sleeping in bed and drowsy too tired to even go get a piece of cake at a store or to do anything. no birthday gift or card

 

since there is no one who genuinely cares about me in my personal life.

 

 

while being sick im in no position to go and find new people to talk to in the world.

 

im also very emotionally sensitive, extremely. I get shaken up over things that other people can brush off

 

such as bullying and things. and im prone to depression

 

 

 

im really sad that I have no family anymore. they are like not themselves.

 

they are rude to me and to eachother, .im a cancerian horoscope so having family members to talk to is very important to me

 

some people can just go and disown their family and not talk to their mother for 20 yrs and spend their time with their best friends. but not me

 

I always think a real family is more important than even your best friends. that's how I emotionally process it, there is a huge difference between best friend and sister/husband/grandparent/family pet

 

 

family is family... friends can be nice and can do things for you but in the end of the day they are only a friend

 

 

not the same emotional connection than as your own sibling or etc

 

 

 

I don't know what to do because no one cares about me and im alone, I feel alone. every relative I have reached out to to try to talk to has rejected me and says they hate me. even tho im nice

 

its really strange

 

what would you do in my situation? I know im 30 but im lost and broken. ive been through a horrible situation since I was a college kid

 

a lot of suffering and fell behind and didn't grow as a person instead I became broken down and alone and oppressed

 

so its as if im 22 today still. I don't feel confident. because ive been reallt severely disabled for yrs.

 

I never had any opportunities, and most importantly is my health care

 

I don't even know what or who to turn to?

 

and why does my family have to be so mean and they say they hate me?

 

 

its creepy

[passerby123]

I am sorry you have to go through this alone, your family might be suffering from a type of compassion fatigue but that doesn't excuse their behaviour.

 

Is there anyway you could be tested for mercury poisoning?

[HokeyReligions]

Google "adult protective services" for your area. Call them. You are young but a rehab hospital might be quite beneficial for you both physically and emotionally.

[yellowgirl]

do you think i might have mercury poisoning?

 

i don't even know whats going on. i have had a lot of ex rays over my young life since i was a little kid and after my accident.

 

i have had a lot of fractures due to a rare early bone density disorder. i think its because i took a lot of unnecessary pills when i was a teenager during when your bones are forming and my growth was stunted (im only about 5 foot 4 and was meant to be around 5 foot 8 or so, my older sisters are very tall, so genetically i was supposed to be tall)

 

so i get fractures easily, because the test showed i have the bone density of a 70 yr old woman or whatever age because of osteopenia. anyways i was forced to take certain pills when i was younger and some of the side effects from those pills and stunted growth and loss of bone mass

 

i have had chest ex rays , bunch of them. and other radiation exposure tests, cat scans, etc. ex rays of my arms, teeth etc, other, stomache

 

so that could have eventually caught up to me and by the time i was 25 lowered my immune system. too much exposure to radiation. my doctors warned me to not go for any regular ex rays again for a long time.

 

 

but yes osteopenia is rare in people in their 20s and 30s but i have that. even tho it usually isn't normal until women are 50 or older

 

 

i don't know whats happening with my immune system. i was 25 yrs old and healthy but being put through a lot of stress back then by certain family members. i don't want to get into that right now.

 

i was in severe stress and then i remember my sister came home from college and swine flu was going around near her college dorm and campus and also around here and then i got sick i guess from swine flu but i only got mild cold symptoms so i thought it wasn't so bad.

 

but i guess maybe the swine flu silently took down my immune system

 

 

because my mother had a serious case of a mrsa flesh eating virus infection the year before that. she spent months recovering getting surgeries on her lower leg to remove the abcess and do a skin graft and she had to be on iv antibiotics vancomycin.

 

but she never did anything to deconoloze and i have looked up that a person who has been sick from mrsa can be contagious for up to 10 or more years from the infection.

 

i have seen her itching her foot around the house and i think she might still have some silent type of mrsa .

 

 

anyways so around the time i had the swine flu in around april 2009 i forgot which month and my memory has been fuzzy from it.

 

i remember walking barefoot on the steps next to where my mother keeps her shoes on the carpeted steps, i think i might have even put her shoes on my feet to go outside once but i don't remember, because i couldn't find my shoes one time. i know that's dumb

 

but i noticed that when i stepped on the carpeting by her shoes my feet started to itch suddenly

and within days i noticed my feet got a horrible case of athletes foot, red and burning and itchy and swolled feet and cracked on the bottom.

 

i figured it would go away within a few days but it didn't go away , the athletes foot rash spread to the rest of me all over my entire skin, to my arms, my legs, my chest, hands, neck, face. it was horrible burning pain with crusty red rash

 

i remember standing at the sink trying to wash the rash off my face and when i put water on it the burning pain got worse i was just screaming at the sink and my sister had her friend over and i remember feeling embarrassed because i was screaming loud like some horror movie

 

and her friend didn't know what was going on

 

then i began to get pus filled boils on my feet and then on the rest of me, but i figured it was the same rash as the athletes foot.

 

eventually the rest crusty rash disappeared and was only on my feet for a while but then i was left with boils that would scab over and then new ones would be there.

 

or cysts filled with pus that were hot to touch.

 

im thinking now maybe i had 2 different types of infections at once. i got to the doctor eventually and they diagnosed me with a mrsa infection and i was given antibiotics.

 

the antibiotics did nothing.

 

 

so i went to dozens of other doctors and they didn't understand what was happening. i was even misdiagnosed by different specialists who said maybe its also an allergy or dermatitis or something but no i was having a systemic infection

 

i began having internal symptoms, tiredness, weakness, shakiness, chills

 

i also started to lose my mind. one day i couldn't think anymore, i felt confused and that never happened to me before. i couldn't remember stuff, my short term memory was going down the toilet.

 

i felt like not myself anymore, brain fog

 

like as if i felt suddenly dumb and couldn't think anymore, no more abstract thought, i didn't know what was going on sometimes. it was like i was losing my iq or ability to process thoughts.

 

then i noticed slurred speech. i remember my knees locking from under me and i got week muscles and i couldn't stand

 

i got all these neurological symptoms too

 

with the chills every day, and nausea, diarea, sometimes vomiting

 

along with the boils and rashes

 

 

by 2010 i realized something was seriousely very wrong. i remember in spring 2010 i was getting very weak after i tried a new antibiotic and i was having problems breathing and i know i don't have athsma but i think some type of infection got to my lungs.

 

and i felt out of it, so i had to take myself to the hospital because in my mind i was convinced i was going to die.

 

my breathing trouble got worse in the car and i started to get confused on the way there.

 

by the time i got to the emergency room and somehow checked myself in and waited like an hour or so to see the doctor. by the time the doctor got to me i was so out of it and delirous, my speech was completely slurred and i couldn't put a sentence in order, i was sweating and shaky and in pain and when the doctor asked what was wrong with me i couldn't answer. i couldn't speak or interact with the doctor.

 

which was strange but by then i lost my communication skills. i remember i wouldn't even let the doctor examine me or anything.

 

the doctor said they will be back and they went to discuss some things with the other people who worked in the er or other doctors and he came back and told me he thinks im having a psychotic break and that i need to be transferred to the psychiatric department. because i was delirous from the infection and lost my ability to communicate.

 

meanwhile i was very physically sick and no i was going psychotic i was having a severe infection that probably got to the brain.

 

so i had to make a quick life saving decision to get myself out of there, so i ran out when the doctor went away to get something. i don't remember how i got home that day.

 

i must have gotten into one of the taxis that stops by the entrance of the emergency room

 

i made an appointment to go back to my dermatologist later that week and i tried to tell them what happened and they changed my antibiotic to another one.

 

the other antibiotic didn't help

 

over the next 2 years after that i was on dozens of rounds of antibiotics and noise ointments, skin ointments and nothing helped.

 

my bacteria tested as resistant to every antibiotic

 

 

so ive been stuck at home on my own trying to think of desperate ideas to stay alive. i bathed with bleach water, i stopped wearing regular shoes and i wear only hospital shoes now that are bacteria resistant and that helped the rash on my feet stop being there.

 

i have used every kind of supplement, herbal supplement, vitamin, mrsa cures, garlic, silver etc

 

nothing cured the infection but some of them got rid of some of the symptoms for a certain time

 

i remember back when i got tested and a biopsy of my skin boils and swab culture of the mrsa boils is that one test came back positive as a fungal infection on my arm boil.

 

but no one ever treated me for a fungal infection. whatever infections i have are in the bloodstream because ive been having the chills and other systemic symptoms. maybe a mild form of sepsis

 

the antibiotics never worked. and its very difficult to test the infections because most of the time it will not show up on tests even when your having severe symptoms and it looks like an infection

 

so ive been sick since spring of 2009 and now its the end of 2013. im 30 now and in pain every day with a foggy mind and many symptoms

 

 

i think i might have suffered some type of brain damage at one point from the infection because i was getting serious neurological symptoms, i think i had seizures, i had a mild stroke that left one side of my face sagging with numbness. even tho as of today it is mostly better you cant notice much unless you look close in a mirror.

 

i suffered some personality changes and other things besides slurred speech that i don't want to mention but im not the old me. i notice a change in my personality and mood and how i think and process things i feel like not as smart as i used to be. as if part of my brain was damaged. maybe i can recover from that. i do need to see a neurologist.

 

i noticed when my physical symptoms are not so severe then mentally im more like myself again

 

its some reaction to the toxins of the infection ( s)?

 

i don't know how many kinds of infections i have is it only mrsa or do i also have a systemic drug resistant fungal infection in my bloodstream too

 

but i know every day ive been so sick, too sick to go on with a normal life.

 

i even feel too sick these days to go out of the house to a doctor since the past few months. im very tired and dizzy.

 

i missed my neurologist appointment because i was too dizzy to go into a car and i have no one to bring me there

 

 

i have been having breathing trouble and chest pains

 

 

which worry me but might be related to the infection or toxins

 

 

i have shooting pains in my arms and legs. gas and stomache problem

 

 

the last 5 yrs i have not felt like anyone else my age. while everyone was out starting careers and traveling the world and having fun. i was home deteriorating like an 80 yr old woman

 

its hard to believe im only 30 but again i haven't grown as a person and am emotionally fragile so i have no idea how i got to 30

 

i haven't experience life or learned or bettered myself so mentally i feel like a teenager some days

 

 

i have never been on a plane or any real vacation, i hate looking at facebook to see everyone i used to know and how they are advancing in life and going on fun trips and posting photos of their children or wedding or nice things

 

and everyone dsays the first thing there is is your health. if your not well then you don't have anything

 

 

ive also gained a lot of weight and am ashamed of how i look these days, but i don't go out much in the last 12 months i haven't gone out of the house more than 6 or 7 times

my hair is a mess because i wasn't able to take care of myself for many months and have been tired

 

i know i read something about my infections and it says weight gain is one of the side effects because somehow with the intestines or metabolism the infections hold onto fat and store large amounts of fat and they slow down the metabolism , so even if you diet you cannot lose the weight or much weight

 

it also takes away your vitamins so that your low on energy and have food cravings

 

so you always feel like you didn't eat yet that day because its like a parasite or something it eats the food nutrition and vitamins and you don't

 

i could eat 3 slices of pizza and still feel hungry sometimes with this. which is not normal for me and im not an emotional eater.

 

i also have colds and coughs often. if anyone near me is coughing i automatically get sick. i have stayed sick for weeks at a time with bronchitis or upper respiratory infection hacking up with phlegm but usually no fever or only like 99 fever

 

even when im not having a cough or cold i noticed congestion or coughing up colored phlegm

 

and sometimes i have boughts of runny diarea even if i don't eat anything different than usual or during these times im also running to the bathroom every 10 minute and with large amounts of urine. which makes me think it was how is trying to get rid of the toxins in the system

 

and i have severe sweating when those happen and night sweats like buckets of oily and greasy sweating

 

 

and joint pain

 

also i have a bedwetting issue even if i don't drink anything before i go to sleep i notice i wake up and find out i peed at night time in the bed. maybe bladder problem from the infection

 

 

also ive had insomnia

 

 

so a lot is going on... i aloso noticed i have a lot of tooth decay from this but ive been too tired to go to a dentist

 

 

so as you see its a mess

 

and yes this week i broke out in hives and don't know why and i touched something in the home by the steps with my right hand and all of a sudden my hand swelled up and turned bright red and itchy. like an allergic reaction and i had to take Benadryl and that seemed to helped after a few hours

 

 

i think there might be some toxins in the home going around or maybe because myt mother has had mrsa in the past that she might still be contagious.

 

maybe im staying sick due to the family members

[Outsider77]

I am in a similar situation and also have an autoimmune disease. I just deal with it. It sucks, I love to be active and I can't do much. But on good days I do as much as I can.

 

You need to improve your mood. If you don't you are making yourself sicker with the stress. Stress has triggered flare-ups for me. Mild exercise is supposed to be good for fibromyalgia and will improve your mood. You just have to take it easy and not over do it.

 

As far as what's causing your illness, you need to be your own advocate. Doctors told me things that were bull**** and I knew it. I read everything I could online about my symptoms and just kept "firing" my doctors until I got one that actually listened to me. All the others didn't really listen, they assumed I am dumb and know nothing and discounted everything I said. They gave me explanations that just weren't logical.

 

So I found a doctor who thinks he knows what's wrong with me and now I'm taking medication which has helped some. Also, autoimmune diseases can cause "brain fog". It's almost like dementia. I have had some problems with my thinking since I got sick.

[yellowgirl]

i know, i thought i had dementia but it is from my illness.

 

 

my symptoms remind me of the book called " brain on fire" by Susana cahalan

 

she had some type of autoimmune encephalitis and it was attacking her brain and her symptoms that she described are exactly almost what i was going through

 

i was thinking that was me, i could relate to her symptoms...

 

 

you should read the book

 

the author is a 29 yr old new York post reporter. she went from normal and smart to suddenly having brain fog and confused and losing her mind out of nowhere

 

no doctor could find out what was wrong with her and finally someone did

[yellowgirl]

i know, doctors can be really dumb. and ive lost patience and kind of gave up on doctors but i haven't been able to get to my apointments because ive been too dizzy and tired and i have no one to bring me

 

ive been told the dumbest things by doctors who didn't know what they were saying. ive been told i have posion ivy or chicken pox or aids, the weirdest things that are impossible.

 

i got told by one doctor that the horrible night sweats are from anxiety, nope that is from the toxins trying to leaver your skin pores

 

then ive had doctors send me in circles back to the doctor who sent me to them for me to be sent back again to the same doctor and both of them to say we don't know what to do.

 

ive gone to the emergency room and some of those times they are like well your vital signs are stable so we cant admit you and theres nothing for us to do, here is more antibiotics

[passerby123]

I guess I meant amalgam illness, not really mercury poisoning. It can lead to autoimmune diseases, cancers etc. You mentioned fibromyalgia, athletes foot, neurological problems and a chronic exposure to mercury can do this (depress your immune system so that you cant fight anything off and screw with your mental health).

 

If you have amalgam dental fillings, it may be worth getting a simple blood test that measures your mercury levels. Who knows really, whatever your problem is, I hope it gets sorted and that you can move out and create a better life for yourself.

[yellowgirl]

where would I get exposure to amalgam from? unless its not known

 

because I never had silver fillings in my life

 

 

ive only had white I think composite fillings. I never had any metal or gold filling.

 

 

I have a dental implant and some white crowns. but I don't think those have anything dangerous on then since they are recent

[beach]

Google "adult protective services" for your area. Call them. You are young but a rehab hospital might be quite beneficial for you both physically and emotionally.

 

Call them.

 

Look to take actions that will CHANGE your situation. Call now!

[yellowgirl]

im not allowed to call adult protective services.

 

 

I need another option.

[beach]

im not allowed to call adult protective services.

 

 

I need another option.

 

Anyone is allowed to call - call!

[yellowgirl]

im not allowed to call. can you not answer my posts beach, I feel that you are a troll somehow. because you followed me from my other post.

[unicorn farts]

I'm confused, is your family preventing you from accessing a telephone? I'm sure you can use a payphone or neighbor's phone.

[almond]

ive been told i have posion ivy or chicken pox or aids, the weirdest things that are impossible.

 

i got told by one doctor that the horrible night sweats are from anxiety, nope that is from the toxins trying to leaver your skin pores

 

I find it incredibly hard to believe that a doctor told you that you have AIDS.

 

You really need to seek professional help - I would hazard a guess that you need to see a psychiatrist more than anything.

 

You are self diagnosing to the point of ridiculous, harping on about swine flu and all manner of things. This whole thing is very sad. I hope that you get the help that you so obviously need

[beach]

If you can post on this thread - you are capable of emailing protective services your info.

 

Contact them that way since you say you can't call.

[yellowgirl]

almond your a jerk and an idiot. why don't you go back and read and try to understand what was typed. before insulting people and jumping to conclusions

 

I never said a doctor diagnosed me with hiv that requires tests. I said my doctor suggested that what was wrong with me was probably aids or chicken pox.

 

the only thing they said was wrong with me is a mystery autoimmune disease and a bloodstream mrsa infection and a bloodstream fungal infection.

 

the rest they don't know about.

 

I know you like to call people crazy. and pretend they are saying one thing what they are saying a different thing.

 

they ruled out psychiatric problems my doctors told me I have no symptoms of any psychiatric problem. but I am dying from infections that cannot be treated with antibiotics.

 

so im very sick.

 

and to the beach poster, I don't know if you are almond on another name here beign a troll

 

but im 30 yrs old ive had the number for adult protective services since age 18. obviousely they don't want to help me.

 

don't you think I would have reported to them in the last 12 yrs?

 

yep ive dealt with them many times and they didn't want to help me.

 

none of you have ever been in foster care or dealt firsthand with government social service agencies. so don't just assume they are going to save people

 

if you ever met a foster child who was rescued from an abusive home and then placed into a foster home where they were raped or killed then you understand.

 

over half of foster homes out there are more abusive then the homes they were removed from.

 

I didn't ask for the info on government agencies.

 

the government is not there to rescue people, as you know if you look across America

 

 

I have a phone book with all the government numbers in it

 

but im not calling any of them.

 

first ill call the local pound or animal control to report your family pet is in the backyard alone. then you will see what happens.

 

same deal with humans and government social services

[yellowgirl]

I was diagnosed with swine flu in 2009

 

as were hundreds of thousands of other people in my city and neighborhood.

 

if you were alive in 2009 in new York.

[beach]

Stop calling me a troll! I will report you!

 

No one can help you when YOU are UNWILLING to help YOURSELF!

 

Kind people have offered you ideas to take ACTION. You shoot down every idea.

 

It's YOUR FAULT for not taking ACTION.

[passerby123]

I find it incredibly hard to believe that a doctor told you that you have AIDS.

 

You really need to seek professional help - I would hazard a guess that you need to see a psychiatrist more than anything.

 

You are self diagnosing to the point of ridiculous, harping on about swine flu and all manner of things. This whole thing is very sad. I hope that you get the help that you so obviously need

 

Someone close to me was asked by doctors to take five HIV/AIDS tests all of which came back negative so doctors can indeed suspect that a person has this disease when in fact, they don't. This person was actually found to have chronic heavy metal poisoning which depresses his immune system making it difficult for him to fight off infections.

 

Yellowgirl, some of the symptoms you mentioned earlier matched my friends' which is why I suggested the amalgam illness but you probably don't have it since you don't have silver fillings.

[pteromom]

 

I have a phone book with all the government numbers in it

 

but im not calling any of them.

 

first ill call the local pound or animal control to report your family pet is in the backyard alone. then you will see what happens.

 

same deal with humans and government social services

 

What about hospitals? Churches? Charities? Certainly there must be someone who is willing to help you, or someone who can point you in a direction.

 

I hope you are able to get the help you need.

 

And I am very sorry your family isn't getting you help. If they really think you are making it up, then you'd think they'd be getting you counseling help or something. Not just being mean to you.

 

Unfortunately, the only person who can change your life is you. It really really sucks that you are in pain and are dealing with all these medical issues. But your choices are to keep going on as you are, or to do something differently and see what happens.

 

I really hope things get better for you.

[almond]

almond your a jerk and an idiot. why don't you go back and read and try to understand what was typed.

 

I read it. Cut the abuse - you're 30 years old, stop acting like a petulant little kid.

 

they ruled out psychiatric problems my doctors told me I have no symptoms of any psychiatric problem.

 

Oh really? Because you said in your first post..

 

i got told by one doctor that the horrible night sweats are from anxiety....im also very emotionally sensitive, extremely. I get shaken up over things that other people can brush off....im prone to depression

 

My suggestion to seek help re: your mental health stands.

 

Someone close to me was asked by doctors to take five HIV/AIDS tests all of which came back negative so doctors can indeed suspect that a person has this disease when in fact, they don't.

 

Of course they can. However, she stated that she was TOLD that she had AIDS:

 

ive been told i have posion ivy or chicken pox or aids, the weirdest things that are impossible.

Edited October 31, 2013 by almond

[yellowgirl]

almond I don't know if you have raging hormones because your a teenager?

 

but you don't realize how crazy you sound. but you probably have a mental illness. so I can be understanding. you probably have some type of antisocial personality disorder. because you haven't interacted normally with me sofar and you have no ability for compassion.

 

the mental help comment from you is weird. its really weird, you would think your trying to be some poster child for the mental health association? or you've been diagnosed with a mental illness and your letting our your aggression on me.

 

I already explained my problem. if you want to keep rambling like your name is Sigmund freud or the president of Pfizer then you can find plenty of other people to say that to.

 

 

you have no idea what your saying, not sure if your a teenager but don't go to my threads if your don't know what your saying and your trying to advertise services.

 

 

telling someone you know they are crazy and to get help is not something adults say to other adults. its bullying

[yellowgirl]

almond and if you do meet other people besides yourself who do have mental illness try to be compassionate to them and kind. and don't be judgemental to them. that's not how to treat mentally ill people.

 

I would never talk like that to someone who was suffering from psychiatric or mental problems. have some compassion

[beach]

Did you send the email to protective services yet?