another prayer......

[IfiKnewThen]

dear heavenly father and your son,

 

I really messed up as you know. i made the worst decisions this year. messing up my very life and my families life. please God get me out of this mess. get me home to where i belong and out of the current hell i live under and please keep my enemies away from me and protect me from them. please God keep them at bay and put a wall around me so they cant hurt me anymore and . one of the worst years of my life ever.. help me God/ GOD PLEASE

[pureinheart]

dear heavenly father and your son,

 

I really messed up as you know. i made the worst decisions this year. messing up my very life and my families life. please God get me out of this mess. get me home to where i belong and out of the current hell i live under and please keep my enemies away from me and protect me from them. please God keep them at bay and put a wall around me so they cant hurt me anymore and . one of the worst years of my life ever.. help me God/ GOD PLEASE

 

Hey love, I want to share this with you- Yesterday I experienced an unusual attack by the enemy and at the same time received revelation and truth about my own situation...felt extremely beat up in all ways. In seeing your post/prayer, sensed that I needed to record the prayer for you in your thread...wow, in this process got hit REALLY hard...halfway through just gave up and passed out...didn't even post it, just so out of it.

 

Tonight, still beat up with even more attack today, my mind in confusion and just completely frustrated turned off the pc again, then the Lord reminded me of your prayer and how I didn't post and requested that I turn the pc back on and post...

 

Fact, whenever the attack is this heavy I know I'm on the right track, so with that want to tell you that the Lord has already worked it out for you. Now it's not that you shouldn't cry out to Him, but He wants you to rest in Him too...you have touched the very heart of God by your faithfulness and I saw His hand resting on a mountain in the desert and then I saw lush green beautiful trees- there was fire all around the base of this mountain, but nothing was touched, meaning the fire could not burn this mountain. There was destruction everywhere.

 

Then I saw you, with His hand on you with MANY angels flying around you, some were in battle and some were ministering to you...the ones that were ministering to you were tearing walls down at the same time...desperately trying to get closer to you.

 

I really feel that there was something blocking a move from God, and kept hearing the word "block" or that there was something blocking last night. The Lord will reveal many things to you and wants you to know He has been preparing His move for you, but some things had to take place first...maybe paperwork has been standing in the way, I don't know, but something...I just feel a peace about your situation, an indescribable peace...and I don't feel that very often on LS.

 

((((((((hugs))))))) and call those things that are not as though they are!

[IfiKnewThen]

hi pure. thank you for feeling and revealing what you felt/experienced and for passing those thoughts and revelations on to me. i appreciate your taking the time out. i know God is like that mountain...really so much more, and that the fires burning (troubles) can't really penetrate his resolve. i totally believe there were evil forces around me, that i let distract me. because that is what happened.

i did in reality, put up a "block", in allowing the gift from God ( my move to a better place), to come to fruition. He set all things up for me to make that move possible. i do believe he put everything in place....but....because he also gave me "'free will", i blew the very gifts he gave me and therefore blew my chance to move in the house he set up for me. free will is very powerful. it is a great gift from God. the ability to decide. unfortunately and horribly, i let my free will, get caught up in unimportant distractions and lost my new home. i am guilty of putting up blocks,that foiled the gift from God of being able to get this house. A house that i know would have brought me peace. because i am not living in peace now. its bad.

 

i can also believe angels are around me fighting off demons. i can believe that there are some angels trying to guild me and bring me closer to God. i have really been exposed to some horrible people this year, but my focus on THEM, got me losing my new home. i was stupid. period. and i was insecure and let fear rule me too. instead of trusting in God, seeing all the good and going with the good, and accepting Gods gift to me. God moved mountains to get this gift for me. and i let a ton of paperwork get in my way of focusing on new home. i seriously did this. then while focusing on this mountain of paperwork, i lost my buyers and the home from dragging my heals on other stuff that didnt mean as much.

 

maybe i will get another chance. i pray to God i do. but that home was beyond ideal. crazy as this sounds...one day while at this peaceful place...i saw a hot air balloon right over the house that said...."in god we trust". i should have known then and there that was a sign. i did know...but i always say.....well......maybe not. it says in the bible God doesnt give the spirit of fear. i kept second guessing things and ....i should have known ...that fear and second guessing and over thinking wasnt Godly. anyway the peace you felt....i hope and pray is the peace i will feel and that God will help provide ways and opportunities again. of course i plow the way myself, because i know god doesnt want me to be lazy, but to be proactive.

 

It may not mean anything and just be happenstance, but i have a monthy calander hanging in my room, and this months picture is of a mountain, with lush green trees at the surface. all i know is i want peace again for myself and family. i need to be happy again for myself and them. thanks for the good wishes and blessings and for the hug. God bless you.

[whichwayisup]

I just wanted to pass on my good thoughts, so I'm sending you positive energy and lots of peace to you. I hope whatever that is going on in your life gets better soon and easier.

[pureinheart]

hi pure. thank you for feeling and revealing what you felt/experienced and for passing those thoughts and revelations on to me. i appreciate your taking the time out. i know God is like that mountain...really so much more, and that the fires burning (troubles) can't really penetrate his resolve. i totally believe there were evil forces around me, that i let distract me. because that is what happened.

i did in reality, put up a "block", in allowing the gift from God ( my move to a better place), to come to fruition. He set all things up for me to make that move possible. i do believe he put everything in place....but....because he also gave me "'free will", i blew the very gifts he gave me and therefore blew my chance to move in the house he set up for me. free will is very powerful. it is a great gift from God. the ability to decide. unfortunately and horribly, i let my free will, get caught up in unimportant distractions and lost my new home. i am guilty of putting up blocks,that foiled the gift from God of being able to get this house. A house that i know would have brought me peace. because i am not living in peace now. its bad.

 

i can also believe angels are around me fighting off demons. i can believe that there are some angels trying to guild me and bring me closer to God. i have really been exposed to some horrible people this year, but my focus on THEM, got me losing my new home. i was stupid. period. and i was insecure and let fear rule me too. instead of trusting in God, seeing all the good and going with the good, and accepting Gods gift to me. God moved mountains to get this gift for me. and i let a ton of paperwork get in my way of focusing on new home. i seriously did this. then while focusing on this mountain of paperwork, i lost my buyers and the home from dragging my heals on other stuff that didnt mean as much.

 

maybe i will get another chance. i pray to God i do. but that home was beyond ideal. crazy as this sounds...one day while at this peaceful place...i saw a hot air balloon right over the house that said...."in god we trust". i should have known then and there that was a sign. i did know...but i always say.....well......maybe not. it says in the bible God doesnt give the spirit of fear. i kept second guessing things and ....i should have known ...that fear and second guessing and over thinking wasnt Godly. anyway the peace you felt....i hope and pray is the peace i will feel and that God will help provide ways and opportunities again. of course i plow the way myself, because i know god doesnt want me to be lazy, but to be proactive.

 

It may not mean anything and just be happenstance, but i have a monthy calander hanging in my room, and this months picture is of a mountain, with lush green trees at the surface. all i know is i want peace again for myself and family. i need to be happy again for myself and them. thanks for the good wishes and blessings and for the hug. God bless you.

 

LOL, it's confirmation IMO that God is going to move for you ...Love, have to tell you, thought you'd think I was nuts saying what I was saying. Also, sometimes I don't know if it's Spirit or flesh sometimes, you know? I do know one thing with God and how He deals with me...I don't rest until I do what He says...and have had much experience with this.

 

Praise God! He's gonna do it! (((((((hugs))))))

 

Oh, and that air balloon was a major sign, no doubt about that!

[IfiKnewThen]

yes...the house i wanted.....

 

one day while out of state, i was at this place that sells like milkshakes and stuff and i could see the house area from there...it was VERY close, and...low and behold, while i was wondering....should i really move here.............a hot air balloon raises up above the house and it reads: in God we trust

 

 

i knew then....but i too questioned ...is this the spirit of the flesh or God?

 

i was an idiot not to fully proceed from there.

 

 

and this mistake, was sooooooooooooo huge is changing the course of my life. for now i am in hell with where i live and that house had all the space, the right price, near some family, it had everything i could have possibly asked God for. hes another thing. it was a foreclosure home, and the bank even worked something out with me...to help me get it. i had great buyers too giving me the amount i needed to move. i know people will say you will get another home buyer...etc. but this was /is perfect. the timing everything. i also waited for this house to come on the market for 1 year. it was a shamble and the bank did something most dont do. it fixed it up to perfection. they just dont do that in this economy. God wanted me to have that house, but i blew it with my fears to move forward and shear ignorance. i cant stop beating myself up for it. i am still praying i get a buyer back and a miracle will give it back to me again. somehow. anyway thank u for your kindness. and i pray this means something decent, in this sign ..feeling you had. i am just so blessed people even care and pray for me. i am still blessed by so much. i just need to get back to where i need to be. because being here is very horrible for me. and i know its time for me to get out..

[pureinheart]

yes...the house i wanted.....

 

one day while out of state, i was at this place that sells like milkshakes and stuff and i could see the house area from there...it was VERY close, and...low and behold, while i was wondering....should i really move here.............a hot air balloon raises up above the house and it reads: in God we trust

 

 

i knew then....but i too questioned ...is this the spirit of the flesh or God?

 

i was an idiot not to fully proceed from there.

 

 

and this mistake, was sooooooooooooo huge is changing the course of my life. for now i am in hell with where i live and that house had all the space, the right price, near some family, it had everything i could have possibly asked God for. hes another thing. it was a foreclosure home, and the bank even worked something out with me...to help me get it. i had great buyers too giving me the amount i needed to move. i know people will say you will get another home buyer...etc. but this was /is perfect. the timing everything. i also waited for this house to come on the market for 1 year. it was a shamble and the bank did something most dont do. it fixed it up to perfection. they just dont do that in this economy. God wanted me to have that house, but i blew it with my fears to move forward and shear ignorance. i cant stop beating myself up for it. i am still praying i get a buyer back and a miracle will give it back to me again. somehow. anyway thank u for your kindness. and i pray this means something decent, in this sign ..feeling you had. i am just so blessed people even care and pray for me. i am still blessed by so much. i just need to get back to where i need to be. because being here is very horrible for me. and i know its time for me to get out..

 

Awwww, certainly we care! I can imagine how you feel, and yes those were next to perfect circumstances, still God knew what decision you would make...He's going to fix it, and it will be even better than the previous deal!