kimberbimber Posted December 26, 2004 Share Posted December 26, 2004 Hi, Ok like 5 more days and I will be back with him (going long distance for this) I am excited yet I am scared. Being together for 2 years and having this 5 months apart was a good eye opener for the both of us. He understands that I can not just forget things that have hurt me so deeply and that it did take time. I do not understand if being so scared is normal. We have a long past that was very hard on both of us. Alot of hurt happened and through that I was always scared that he did not love me but loved the idea of being in a relationship. So I guess my question is 1- Is this feeling normal? Scared and excited. 2- After being apart (1500 miles) would he be playing it to see how much I love him? Kinnda sounds crazy to me to be thinking this and i am not to sure if it is only just cause it is very close to the time. I really feel that he does love me. He calls me every second night, He is putting the house the way that I would have it, Like internet (he knows not a thing about computers and internet) he lives on his cell phone but he is making sure that there is a house phone for me to contact me friends out here and there. I do not know why but my tummy just started turning this morning.. LOL no I think that I am crazy (not for going but for feeling this) PLEASE TELL ME THAT I AM NORMAL!!!! OR AT LEAST THIS FEELING IS NORMAL!! thank you Link to post Share on other sites
mixwell Posted December 26, 2004 Share Posted December 26, 2004 I think its normal but you need to stop thinking about it soo much.. Think of it this way. I assume you both are still together. This 5 months ? of being away from each other I think if anything has only made your relationship that much stronger and another obsticle accomplished. As for me and my ex i moved away about 1500 miles also but didn't know if i were coming back and basically after 2 weeks she dumped me. well im back out here with her, but were not together and Im working on it. I really think you should just relax though and know that everythings going to be good. At least you have more experience together as a couple. hope this helps Link to post Share on other sites
kimberbimber Posted December 26, 2004 Share Posted December 26, 2004 Well I came out here and was expected to be back in 2 weeks but decided to stay here, 3 months later we talked and we decided to get back together, i went back to spend a week with him and after that I really knew that it was a good thing. I have hopes and this morning I got really freeked out by this. Thanks Link to post Share on other sites
mixwell Posted December 27, 2004 Share Posted December 27, 2004 its ok to be nervous. You have every right to be extactic that your coming back. Im glad that things are working out between you though !! good luck ! Link to post Share on other sites
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