Author kodiak Posted February 10, 2005 Author Share Posted February 10, 2005 Hey Everybody- Well nothing new to report. I have to tell you this stuff is killing me. I know its probably no big deal and nothing is going to change however i still am so confused to why she would write me a letter like that. Who knows? i appreciate everybodies advice and i will kepp you all posted. If this is my second chance then great but if the letter means nothing then i wish i never recieved it. I would probably be feeling a whole lot better than I am right now. Like my mom told me tonight "expect the worse and hope for the best". Take Care.............Kodiak Link to post Share on other sites
djones Posted February 10, 2005 Share Posted February 10, 2005 Hey Guys, Kodiak-- did you send send her the letter or tried to contact her yet?...just keep your guard up, but get this done ASAP....good luck buddy.... Hows everyone doing? I hope all is well..take care Link to post Share on other sites
audrey Posted February 11, 2005 Share Posted February 11, 2005 Hey guys, Thanks for the kind words, it does ease the feelings to know that we share this sh*t. I had such a wierd night. I have been friends with a guy I used to work with for nearly ten years and on new years eve we kissed. It wasn't like we were leading each other on or anything like that, we were both drunk, I guess a little lonely and we know and care about each other. It was just a moment and was left at that. I don't regret it as he's a really great friend and I care about him a lot but I think I am glad nothin ensued after that as I am still messed up over my ex. Anyway, tonight he came to town to visit and wanted to talk about NYE, he says he wished something more had happened and he's always cared about me and hasn't stopped thinking about me since we kissed. I didn't know what to say because I know he's a great guy and would probably be top boyfriend material but he doesn't make me feel like my ex does. I couldn't start seeing him as if my ex called (I wish) I know I would go back in a second but I don't want to hurt him. I have told him that I don't want to start seeing anyone right now because my heads in the wrong place but I still feel a bit mean. Part of me thinks I hate my ex for still having a hold over me where I'm turning down what should be seen as just good guys, and part of me is sad that oour friendship might not be the same again because of what happened. Anyway, bottom line is I still love my ex completely and am finding it hard to believe I'l ever feel that way for anyone else again. It's so sad... How do they recover so quickley when we are left feeling like we'll never be the same again. Its also sad because part of you doesn't want to love someone like that ever again because a few years down the line we don't want to be here again, feeling like sh*t. I don't know, it just seems like 2005 is looking much the same as 2004 was. Hope this isn't all too dreary, I hasten to add I do still smile sometimes... Audrey xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to post Share on other sites
Weird Posted February 12, 2005 Share Posted February 12, 2005 Weird---I know what you mean about being miles away from someone you'd like to hang out with. Especially if you have soooo much in common with that person. Makes you want to blink your eyes like I dream of Jeannie & be there with them. ha If only we had magical powers, you know? I'm in the process of building a teleporter so it's all good. hehe still love the I Dream of Jeannie references Link to post Share on other sites
Weird Posted February 14, 2005 Share Posted February 14, 2005 WTF, they needed to waste money on a study for THIS!?!?! Peep this.... "hared moral values are less important than compatible personalities as a recipe for a good marriage, according to a study released on Sunday. Married couples often share the same attitudes about faith and other values, researchers from the University of Iowa found. But those with personalities similar to their spouses were the happiest. " No ****!?!?! I NEVER would have guessed similar personalities would be a factor in a decent marriage. I always thought the key to a marriage was marrying someone you are the total opposite of when it comes to personality so you can clash on everything. Someone needs to pay me money to do one of these useless studies... How is everyone doing? I know how the Doc is doing and of course the lovely MJ. Link to post Share on other sites
djones Posted February 14, 2005 Share Posted February 14, 2005 Hey Gang, How are you all doing today, I just wanted to see how you are all doing, happy v-day to you all, today is not only for couples I think its for friends as well and you all are dear friends to me, you all have helped me out and I just wanted to let you all know that. As for me I am doing great, I had a great early v-day celebration with my new girl and everything is fine, so far so good BAS---how life treating you? UR01---hey man let us know how your v-day date with the ex went 3 of swords--- I hope all is well with you Audrey--- let us know how you are doing.. Weird--- chat with you soon buddy HandH---I have not heard from you in a while what new with you, hows school going? Kodiak---Hope you sent that letter buddy, dont waste any more time waiting, just do it!! Mj--- how are you doing? I hope that you have a nice V-day and that you get lots of flowers, candies, cards and maybe a teddy bear to brighten your day!!! well gang post something so I know how you all are doing....p/s WantanS4 post something buddy, tell us how the hell you are doing!!!! take care Link to post Share on other sites
head/heels Posted February 14, 2005 Share Posted February 14, 2005 i am doing great...no valentine persay, but a few options none the less.... just working and learned today that it is a go for medical school next fall where i wanted to be and not at the home base where they might have put me...so that is great news... all well here, working lotsa hours bc we had some people leave and resign as of late and thus we are all strapped for time...but it passes the time and keeps jingle in my pocket... have a good one and dont sweat today, it is just another day! i personally know that no one is ever gonna make her V-day as special as i did and she didnt realize it at the time, but she is gonna misss me soooo soooo much as time passes and she already knpws how royally she messed up...but i guess she knows that she has made her bed and unless she ever musters up the bottle to call or write me, i am sure that i got the best of the deal...but no worries, they know what they had by now, and it is theirs to live with....not us boys and girls! so smile knowing you treated them like the cat's meow (or tuxedo for those who love sex and the city).... d Link to post Share on other sites
midori Posted February 14, 2005 Share Posted February 14, 2005 For the same reason the last one was: http://www.loveshack.org/forums/showthread.php?postid=368862#post368862 Henceforth, such threads will simply be deleted. Starting a new thread because this one and its predecessors have been locked is not the way to participate in this community. Please read the site guidelines. Link to post Share on other sites
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