ajogokats Posted December 30, 2004 Share Posted December 30, 2004 Gosh, it's tuff people,just want to speak to her.Havent emailed,IMed,or text ms her since yesterday am,whew,thank God for this forum,it has gave me the confidence to refrain from contact. I want to though,but you know,it gives a sense of power. She is used to me calling,emailing,etc. Now I know she is wondering,waiting,checking. This isnt a game for me,it may sound like it,but she wanted space,I'm giving it to her. She knows how I feel about her. The ball is in her court. She is very stubborn and head strong,it's not a game for her either.We are as tight as two people can get,I screwed up and have to let the dust settle. She is searching on yho personals ,not a damn thing I can do about it,just wait it out,or let time heal. I'm going to get out and have fun.Got to work on me,no choice,I need it anyway. Got to find a better job. DUI screwed me in '01,or rather,I screwed myself. Have been struggling since. Wish me luck,AJ. Link to post Share on other sites
_Saffy_ Posted December 30, 2004 Share Posted December 30, 2004 its so hard isnt it......im on day 4, and i have had one slip up.....good luck Link to post Share on other sites
Author ajogokats Posted December 30, 2004 Author Share Posted December 30, 2004 Thanks saffy,it sucks,two people that love each other have to be apart. We are happy when we are together,I tried to contact her boys yesterday,no luck,now she's home today and I'll have to wait. They go back to school on Mon. so it looks as though I'll have to figure something out. I have to reconcile with them without her knowledge,I dont know ,I'll let time handle it for now, AJ. Link to post Share on other sites
Recommended Posts