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Should I lose it or save it?


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I am an 18 year old freshman in college. The reason I'm a virgin in my mind is because I hit puberty really late in high school. Around the summer before college, I went from being looked as a cute little kid to a good looking guy. Part of the reason is because I gained a lot of muscle, and I look much more mature because I also grew a lot taller.

 

My question is, should I lose my virginity in a one night stand? No one knows I am besides my closest friends, and they would never be able to tell because of how I act around girls. I'm really comfortable around them and most of them love me. I hooked up with a bunch of girls already and friendzone a bunch, so getting a girl isn't the problem.

 

I want to wait for someone special, but I get so depressed that I'm still a virgin, no matter what I tell myself. I haven't had a long term girlfriend because I was always looked as a little kid until recently, although I have close friends that are girls. I go through mood swings because of it, and I really hate that feeling of going from happy to depressed.

 

I feel like its a hump i just need to get over, and when I finally do it will become so easy for me. I want to stop living a lie about not being a virgin, but I also want to wait for someone special. I'm really confused.

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lose it. youl might regret it if you get married. but it depends how you really feel about it. do u really want to loose it or do you really want to keep it.

 

what do you REALLY want

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