piecesofstarla Posted December 8, 2013 Share Posted December 8, 2013 I'm an unhappily married teacher (with a four year old). When I say unhappily, it's not because he's abusive. He's just extremely depressed and checked out...and Im not attracted to him. We have nothing in common anymore. Then came this past August...a new male teacher from out of town was hired. Very attractive. Our eyes met and I felt a spark. He's engaged to be married next year. He rarely sees her and they're fighting about her moving. She doesn't want to. We become good friends. We start hanging out...my husband allows it and barely puts up a fight. Though I do appreciate his naive belief that we really can be just friends. My husband and I can't seem to stop arguing and decide to separate. The teacher and I at this point have started discussing how good it would feel to have sex. The snow comes and we get out of school. We spent two days lying around...talking, cuddling, and having sex. His mom calls. He holds his finger up to his mouth, "shh", he tells me. Later his Fiancé calls. I don't make a sound...by I don't know how to feel as he talks to her while I lie naked in his bed. He's clear in his language and conversations we've had before hand that this is a friends with benefits situation. When he put his arms around me the first time, I asked him, "how can you be like this with me and tell me not to care?". He said "are you gonna murder me when I stay with my fiancé?". Sigh... I'm in love. And I'm not supposed to be. How can he feel nothing when he holds and kisses me for two days. Is there really nothing there? It feels so good I want to continue but I'm worried my heart will break even further. Should I run? Link to post Share on other sites
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