this is too much.

[jesst]

I'm only 20. The fact that I'm going through this right now is just to much. When I was 14 I fell for this guy. We became best friends and started "dating" when I was 18 I got pregnant then at 19 we got married. Keep in mind he is the only guy I've ever been with. He was my bestfriend. But a month after we got married I found out he cheated on me. I forgave him. We got a car together and started renting a house 4 months after we got the house he started cheating again with the same girl. I got my stuff and son and went to my cousins house. I thought mabey he would miss me and ask for me to come home. Well that's not the case. he is done forreal. Says he just wants to be friends. I'm wise enough to know that I'm young and there is more fish in the sea. I'm wise enough to know having a baby a marriage and bills was too much for him. What I don't understand is how could he forget who I am. Were suppose to be bestfriend before anything. That's how we started. How could he betray me and turn his back on me so easily. I am so hurt. The things he did and said to me was so evil. So unlike him. I don't know how to get over this feeling of betrayal