Kelly M Posted December 23, 2013 Share Posted December 23, 2013 I was obsessed with my therapist, whom I had a very long crush with and it scared me. Like I was obsessed with him, not like stalking or calling him, but in my mind, like I thought about him 24/7 and I literally couldn't wait to go to the appointments I had with him. Then another guy comes along earlier this year (I would say April) And ever since April I have been obsessed with this guy named Ryan. Like I said I don't stalk, but I it's like I do it in my head, haha! But I am scared. I'm scared if this is a problem, and my therapist who I had an obsession with is nothing to me. Like I could care less about seeing him ever since Ryan came into my life. Literally Ryan affects my life in a way. When he doesn't call me or get in touch with me I am immediately in a deep depression, and a real deep depression cause I think "He doesn't care about me" I tried going out with other guys, but for some reason I go back to Ryan, it's like I am so obsessed with him. I constantly talk about him to my mother haha! But seriously, I am scared of myself, and what's funny is that you would never think I am obsessed with him, cause I don't text or call him, I don't talk about him to my friends. I keep everything hidden, but to my mother. It's like I am under a spell I can't get myself out of. Like I said I dated other guys, but all I thought about was Ryan the whole time, and I can't date Ryan cause of many reasons that are too long to go through, thus why I am trying to look for someone else, but nobody is budging. I am scared of myself. I hate that he is always on my mind 24/7 I think the world of him basically and I don't like that. I don't like too, that he affects my life, like i'm happy when I hang out with him and I am sad and miss him when I am not with him. When I am around him I am insecure if he likes other girls, and I play it off like "I don't care" when I really do. I hide my feelings with him, like he doesn't know how much I care and love him and I feel like I am crazy for acting like that. Please tell me your opinion and what I should do? if you want more info, please ask! Thank you! Link to post Share on other sites
BOREDouttaMymind Posted December 23, 2013 Share Posted December 23, 2013 simply put.. youre obsessed with him. which.. doesn't do you any good because youre forgetting to think about yourself. Link to post Share on other sites
Eivuwan Posted December 23, 2013 Share Posted December 23, 2013 Have you tried going to a female therapist? Link to post Share on other sites
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