Haydn Posted February 1, 2014 Share Posted February 1, 2014 Yep, tell me about it. Invisible strings that seem to hold us just as we are fit to walk. not easy. but i think you are doing really well. Good posts friend. Well she is Def not pregnant with my child. Absolute NC for almost 2 and a half months now. She just wanted to stir the pot, cause trouble and be malicious. Im slowly getting over her, i still miss her but its starting to feel a little bit different. Because i have deleted everything, and have absolutely no reminders, im starting to forget her. I suppose meeting somebody new also helps right. Even though this girl is better in every-way, i still feel love for Jamie. Strange how that works. Julz out! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author julzfromsa Posted February 2, 2014 Author Share Posted February 2, 2014 Thank you so much for this response. 19 - 35 is a seriously long relationship. People have been telling me the your first love is always the hardest to get over? Jamie was my first love, and still is. I have not loved anyone before. She has been the only woman that a love romantically. This is why the pain is almost unbearable, but with time you forget their face. Its been over 2 months now and i cant remember the sound of her voice. How strange is that. I spoke to her everyday for 11 years and after 2 months i cannot recall the sound of her voice. Strange Link to post Share on other sites
oracle Posted February 2, 2014 Share Posted February 2, 2014 Mine was my first love too... I know exactly what you are talking about.. this weekend I was trying to remember what it felt like.... I am loosing the details of it, and on some levels that scares me Thank you so much for this response. 19 - 35 is a seriously long relationship. People have been telling me the your first love is always the hardest to get over? Jamie was my first love, and still is. I have not loved anyone before. She has been the only woman that a love romantically. This is why the pain is almost unbearable, but with time you forget their face. Its been over 2 months now and i cant remember the sound of her voice. How strange is that. I spoke to her everyday for 11 years and after 2 months i cannot recall the sound of her voice. Strange 1 Link to post Share on other sites
BC1980 Posted February 2, 2014 Share Posted February 2, 2014 Mine was my first love too... I know exactly what you are talking about.. this weekend I was trying to remember what it felt like.... I am loosing the details of it, and on some levels that scares me I was scared for a long time to forget because it made it too real for me. I can still remember a lot of the details, but the bigger picture of our daily life is a blur now. It's just bizarre how someone who was so close to you is reduced to nearly nothing. It's scary, and it makes you question so many things. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
Author julzfromsa Posted February 3, 2014 Author Share Posted February 3, 2014 it is truly scary. But lets just take a moment right. The pain we feel is so real, so intense that it definitely has the power to disable a human being entirely. If we were not made so wonderfully by God (Higher power, or natural selection f you must) then we would crumble and die every time we have a heartbreak. Our natural instinct is to survive, and i believe that our bodies, our Psyche does this naturally. This is why i cannot remember her voice etc. Dont get me wrong, i remember details, i remember how i felt with her but its all becoming a blur.. I know my body is doing this to save me from dying. Literally. Link to post Share on other sites
Recommended Posts