Author BC1980 Posted January 1, 2014 Author Share Posted January 1, 2014 I have really prioritized losing hope. It's been painful, but I keep reminding myself of reality. When the ex comes to mind, I reroute my thoughts to how I am going to rebuild my future. It's overwhelming because I never thought I would be at this point. I thought my future was with him and our plans. I keep reminding myself that I can do this. I can create a new future for myself, and I'm not alone. My family will always be here for me. I went on a hike today, which is a hobby the ex and I shared. It's the first hike without him, but I feel that it's important to face this head on. While I was walking, I was realizing that there won't be anymore hikes for us. It was very sad, but I was able to find some sort if acceptance there. I let myself feel the sadness, and I finished the hike. That was it. A solo hike that my ex knows nothing about. We were avid hikers, and those are some of my most vivid memories. I came home, and called my mom to tell her about the hike. Then, I realized that there are actually people in my life that would love to hike with me or hear about it. So I'm not as alone as I imagine, and I can enjoy my life without the ex. Thanks for anyone listening. My family is tired of listening to me, and they pretty much hate my ex. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
JDPT Posted January 1, 2014 Share Posted January 1, 2014 Keep going, keep pushing forward, keep hiking, don't ever stop. Always hold yourself at high regards, you are number ONE and will always be. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author BC1980 Posted January 2, 2014 Author Share Posted January 2, 2014 Keep going, keep pushing forward, keep hiking, don't ever stop. Always hold yourself at high regards, you are number ONE and will always be. Thanks for the pep talk. It helps a lot. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
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